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06-15-2016, 01:48 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-15-2016, 01:51 PM by Windy.
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I have to note here... I am having dreams in a repeat cycle, it seems the dreams i have had in the past and did not share are the ones coming back around again. Kind of like recycled clothes.
I am a ratchetty girl getting in fist fights with other girls. (Like on the reality tv shows) I am walking away from one girl and she tries to punch me in the back of the head... (I feel three swiped or punches) It feels like a message to me, but i know what the girls intentions are and that makes me mad. I squat down grab the girl by the ankles and pick her up, upside down. I am hanging her upside down for only a minute then i drop her on her head! (My attention is brought to this point, because even though i believe she will break her neck, she doesn't! I am in a state of shock as the girls body goes limp on the floor!)
Her boyfriend then tries to hit me and i jump on him and i am punching him in the face. I am fighting these people in a poetry store of some kind, or a kitchen supply store maybe, i just know it is upscale. I pick up a glass vase and before breaking on the guys head i look at the price tag on the bottom and think... oh hell no, i am not paying this much money for a vase that i am just gonna break. I put the vase down, hop up and walk away. (Special note: these woman i met in a business setting and all of this drama was regarding business)
I walk to an apartment complex, i have been here before. My demons have followed me here. not the girls but the parts of myself i thought i had changed when i was younger, they are on the outside of myself and i am trying to fight them too. I am taking back to a time when the red bull ran close behind me, and almost devoured me, the Indian chief in all his buckskin finery came to my rescue.
Oh Mitakuye Oyasin Aho!
I am a ratchetty girl getting in fist fights with other girls. (Like on the reality tv shows) I am walking away from one girl and she tries to punch me in the back of the head... (I feel three swiped or punches) It feels like a message to me, but i know what the girls intentions are and that makes me mad. I squat down grab the girl by the ankles and pick her up, upside down. I am hanging her upside down for only a minute then i drop her on her head! (My attention is brought to this point, because even though i believe she will break her neck, she doesn't! I am in a state of shock as the girls body goes limp on the floor!)
Her boyfriend then tries to hit me and i jump on him and i am punching him in the face. I am fighting these people in a poetry store of some kind, or a kitchen supply store maybe, i just know it is upscale. I pick up a glass vase and before breaking on the guys head i look at the price tag on the bottom and think... oh hell no, i am not paying this much money for a vase that i am just gonna break. I put the vase down, hop up and walk away. (Special note: these woman i met in a business setting and all of this drama was regarding business)
I walk to an apartment complex, i have been here before. My demons have followed me here. not the girls but the parts of myself i thought i had changed when i was younger, they are on the outside of myself and i am trying to fight them too. I am taking back to a time when the red bull ran close behind me, and almost devoured me, the Indian chief in all his buckskin finery came to my rescue.
Oh Mitakuye Oyasin Aho!