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This article is an extract from the recent Project August Report #4<\/a>. The implications of this dream and the resulting research are simply too big to keep this tucked away from public view. In a nutshell, the dreamer was visited in her dream by a mysterious being and received (allegedly) important information about our world. This is but a snippet of that dream experience and the resulting research that ensued because of Project August. (Note: the full dream is at the bottom in the Appendix)<\/p>\n

Please note that the actual dream was not mine, but from our dreamer code-named “Elyse.”<\/p>\n

The section of the report was called…<\/p>\n

Constellations: Is it Koo or Coup?<\/h2>\n

First part of the dream:\u00a0<\/span>\u201cI can\u2019t remember how I got there exactly, but I was floating in space. I felt warm and weightless, but I wasn\u2019t floating aimlessly, I felt like I was being guided. I eventually came to rest at a place surrounded by many constellations and I heard a warm, gentle male voice call my name. He told me that very soon my world would change and he gently spun me around in space to face a set of constellations.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

I warned you that you wouldn\u2019t want to miss this report, and this is one of the dreams that made me say that remark. This dream is a book in and of itself. Seriously.<\/p>\n

So, she starts off getting shown a bunch of constellations and the history behind them.<\/p>\n

Dreamer: \u201cHe\u00a0<\/span>told me that these constellations were those of \u201cforgotten heroes\u201d\u2026.He mentioned that the world had \u201cpurposefully forgotten\u201d these heroes and that because of this, things have gotten much worse, much faster than it should have? When he had finished telling me about all of the other constellations, he turned me to face a HUGE constellation. This one was shaped like a man clad in armor.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

As a connoisseur of constellations, I know that there are several really big ones out there in the night sky. The biggest is Hydra, which is a super big snake, and number 2 is Virgo, whom I discussed in a\u00a0<\/span>recent post<\/a>. To find the biggest hero, we\u2019d go down to #5, Hercules, whose constellation looks somewhat like a spinning pinwheel. He was a big Roman hero who was actually adopted from ancient Greece. But this figure doesn\u2019t have body armor because he\u2019s busy beating up the big bad Hydra.<\/p>\n

So, the biggest armor-clad constellation that\u2019s also a hero is probably going to be the hero himself, Perseus, who was also named after Greek mythology. His constellation depicts him wielding a weapon in one hand and carrying Medusa\u2019s head in the other. And of course he\u2019s fully clad in armor.<\/p>\n

But there\u2019s a problem.<\/p>\n

Dreamer:\u00a0<\/span>\u201cHe was holding up a huge shield as if he were protecting himself, but also he had a great, long spear that looked like he was about to thrust forward. It was still pointing upward, but slightly tilted forward.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Perseus doesn\u2019t have any hands free to hold a large shield, but someone else of the same constellation size might fit the bill: \u2026\u2026Orion<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Sometimes the mythology shows Orion with a dead animal, but other times, he has a bow and arrow. Personally, I gotta say that the constellation itself does look just like a shield in front of him, but different artists have rendered him different throughout the ages.<\/p>\n

First picture is the actual constellation of Orion\u2026check out the shield-looking shape out front; second picture is an artist rendition of the constellation\u2026notice the animal out front. Third picture depicts a sword and shield, just as the dreamer discussed (first two pictures courtesy of the free\u00a0<\/span>Stellarium program<\/a>, and the third picture was found\u00a0<\/span>here<\/a>.)<\/p>\n

\"Orion1\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\"Orion2\"<\/a>\"orion4\"<\/a><\/p>\n

The other information that supports Orion being the center of this dream is that he was well known to be a great big giant, which could explain the dreamer\u2019s comment here:<\/p>\n

Dreamer: \u201cItwas hard to tell if it was so big because it was bigger than the rest of the constellations or if I was just closer to it than the other ones.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Nope\u2026The constellation is big, but it appeared giant because Orion\u00a0<\/span>was<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>a giant.<\/p>\n

Why is this important?<\/h3>\n

Before I describe the next issue (the name), lemme jump to why all of this could be important (either metaphorically or literally).<\/p>\n

Dreamer: \u201cAnyway,\u00a0<\/span>this fellow either is or will be coming here (to earth) soon. The voice who had been speaking to me didn\u2019t give me a lot of information about this constellation like he did the others\u2026 instead, he started warning me.<\/em><\/p>\n

He told me that there was a \u201cgreat evil\u201d in the world now. It is everywhere. When he told me it was everywhere, I saw hundreds of images in my head ALL AT ONCE. It felt really weird. The images were that of Televisions, backyards, schools, churches, computers, random crowds of people, the white house, the sky, gardens and LOTS of other things. One was even of a bottle of water\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Got your attention yet? This character is either metaphorically or literally coming to this planet (if the dream material is speaking truth). Now get this\u2026in a separate blog, I wrote about ISIS and how there\u2019s just so much of this archetype everywhere, not just in the Middle East. This includes a brand new Egyptian president whose name is ISIS spelled backwards (SISI\u2014I kid you not).\u00a0<\/span>ISIS is literally everywhere<\/a>!<\/p>\n

So now everyone\u2019s asking, \u201cWho cares?\u201d<\/p>\n

Orion is actually a constellation that has been emulated in structures around the world from Egypt to Arizona. A prominent theory is that the Giza pyramids were actually built in exact proportion to the Orion constellation, and there\u2019s evidence to suggest that the\u00a0<\/span>Hopi tribes of Arizona<\/a>\u00a0<\/span>did the same.<\/p>\n

But even more importantly, (from Wikipedia\u2026)<\/a><\/p>\n

The stars of Orion were associated with Osiris, the sun-god of rebirth and the afterlife, by the ancient Egyptians<\/em><\/p>\n

Wow\u2026.so Orion is the Egyptian sun god, Osiris. Osiris just happened to be joined to Isis, and they had son named Horus, aka Marduk. Now get this. Isis was actually a virgin, and the story between Osiris\/Isis\/Horus is actually strikingly similar to the story about Joseph\/Mary\/Jesus.<\/p>\n

Now, just so I don\u2019t ruffle any religious feathers, I\u2019m not trying to prove anything here other than to say that Jung\u2019s archetypes are definitely present in this whole dream exploration. We have a resurgence of the ISIS theme playing out on the world stage right now, and VERY prominently in the Middle East, just as I discussed in the ISIS article.<\/p>\n

Now we have a dreamer who appears to have symbolically connected the second and third pieces of this puzzle. Incidentally, much of this happened on the same night. The dream about Orion takes place on the 9th of June, and tons of news comes out on the 9th<\/sup>\u00a0<\/span>about ISIS (note: not only did the mainstream news about Iraq\u2019s ISIS come out, but other\u00a0<\/span>ISIS news made it<\/a>\u00a0<\/span>big, too).<\/p>\n

Isis<\/em>\u00a0<\/span>is big now, but so is Osiris (as we\u2019ll see later); thus, where\u2019s their deity son?<\/em><\/p>\n

Interim Specuation<\/h3>\n

So, can we make any inferences about this connection here? Are we in for an archetypical rebirth of society? What or who is going to be the new Horus? Is Jesus coming in August? Is Doloros Cannon\u2019s New Earth going to be birthing in August?<\/p>\n

My question is\u2026isn\u2019t this character Orion\/Osiris already here? In mythology, Orion threatened to kill every animal on the planet. Well, look at all the birds falling from the sky and all the species going instinct. Isn\u2019t this a metaphoric display of the Orion threat taking place before our eyes?<\/p>\n

YES says the archetype! The fact that Orion is already here killing all the animals AND the fact that Isis is everywhere in daily headlines confirms that the Horus\/Jesus\/Rebirth could be right around the corner!<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t imagine that headlines would even be around for something like this, but what if it\u2019s a metaphor for the long-awaited global reset? Heck, even mainstream has mentioned this concept before. Therefore,<\/p>\n

Recall from the first report that we had an interesting character called Kokopelli:\u00a0<\/span>\u201cKokopelli is a fertility deity.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/em>Holy crap\u2026this is actually overlapping dream material from the first report!<\/p>\n

Possible Headline:<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>Global reset will now happen. Countries agree to apply new currency values as of [xyz\u2014date unknown\u2014August?] (I\u2019m guessing this is a headline only and the actual reset might happen later)<\/p>\n

We need to return to the dream because there\u2019s an issue we need to explore further\u2026<\/p>\n

Back to the Name \u2013 Koo<\/h3>\n

Dreamer: \u201cHe told me the name of this guy was Koo-Curiosus. I thought the first part of the name sounded funny, so I held onto it in my mind by remembering \u201cgoo\u201d with a K\u2026 but perhaps it is spelt coo, ku, or cu? As for the second part\u2026 I THINK it was curiosus\u2026 but it could be something close to that.<\/em><\/p>\n

Okay, so Koo (or Ku) has tons of inferences in a Google search. First, Ku stand for the chemical element kurchatovium, whatever that means. We also have the frequency band Ku: \u201cKu-band uses frequencies between 12-18 GHz.<\/a>\u201d I won\u2019t even acknowledge the band of white-robed idiots that went around terrorizing people in decades past.<\/p>\n

But ancient languages might be the most appropriate:<\/p>\n

Sumerian lexicon says that Ku means \u201cto base, found, build\u201d<\/a><\/p>\n

In Latin, the syllable Ku simply is a sound for the letter Q. Could this imply the word Queen (or back to the Isis archetype?)<\/p>\n

Of course, the first part, Ku, might simply be the beginning of the second name, and in fact, that\u2019s exactly how the\u00a0<\/span>Latin translation lays it out<\/a>:<\/p>\n

\u201ccuriosus (Latin) \/ Origin & history: From c\u016bra (care, concern, worry).<\/em><\/p>\n

Pronunciation (Classical): IPA: \/ku\u02d0.ri\u02c8o\u02d0.sus\/<\/em><\/p>\n

Adjective:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Careful, diligent, thoughtful, devoted.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Elaborate, complicated.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 That injures himself by care; careworn, emaciated, wasted, lean.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 in a good sense \u2013 Curious, inquisitive.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 in a bad sense \u2013 Meddlesome, officious, prying, interfering, curious, inquisitive.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 substantive \u2013 One who pries; a spy or scout; secret police, informer.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

The reason that Latin is important is because this is where most of the constellation names came from (in addition to ancient Greece).<\/p>\n

Fast Forward right back to the beginning<\/h3>\n

This is the point where I really started doing some really deep research, and I got some pretty profound results. Without going into a whole new full-blown research project, let me try and skinny it down for everyone.<\/p>\n

The Egyptians and Hopi weren\u2019t the only ones mesmerized by the Orion constellation\u2026.so were the Mayans. We already know that Orion was the Egyptian sun god, but now we know that the Mayan\u2019s sun god was also in the constellation Orion (these words directly\u00a0<\/span>from a Mayan elder<\/a>).<\/p>\n

Would anyone like to guess the name of the Mayan god that happens to be in the Orion constellation? Answer: Hunab Ku.\u00a0<\/span>Yes, exactly\u2026\u2026.wow!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hunab Ku is actually the Orion Nebula that is situated directly in the middle of the Orion constellation. I find it amazing that ancient cultures saw something magnificent in this section of the Orion constellation, being that they supposedly only had the naked eye in which to see this. In my experience, the Orion Nebula looks just like an ordinary tiny star.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s what Hunab Ku (Orion Nebula) looks like closer up. (I thought it was pretty cool to see a white\/pink heart right in the middle of this thing, and in fact, the Mayans called this place the Heart of the Universe [more on that later].)<\/p>\n

\"orion<\/a><\/p>\n

\u2026and the picture below shows it\u2019s exact position (it\u2019s the middle tiny star in the vertical of three stars below Orion\u2019s Belt; the vertical three stars represents Orion\u2019s knife or sword):<\/p>\n

\"orion<\/a><\/p>\n

Furthermore, my research took me into what science has found out about Hunab Ku \/ Orion Nebula. Scientifically,\u00a0<\/span>it\u2019s actually where new stars are born!<\/strong><\/p>\n

I kid you not. These are big-time astronomers we\u2019re talking about here:<\/p>\n

Cosmic dust unveils birthplace of stars in the Orion constellation<\/a>\u00a0<\/span>(That was published in May 2012 of all months\u2026.May=Maya and\u00a0\u00a0 2012 was a big year for the Mayans and possibly humanity).<\/p>\n

Now, if you want to get more esoteric here, we find out that\u2026<\/p>\n

All of the major ancient creation myths point to a beginning in Orion<\/a>.\u00a0 This includes the Sumerians, Egyptians, Olmecs, Dogon and the Mayans.\u00a0 It is clear historically we are all worshiping the same God.\u00a0 These Vatican artists were separated by thousands of years from ancient cultural spiritual ideology yet they too capture the origin of worship to the Orion nebula.\u00a0 These artist have validated what the Hubble Telescope captured as exact and irrefutable evidence of\u00a0 a link between Earth, Man and Orion.<\/em><\/p>\n

If you go anywhere on the web that connects spirituality and this Orion nebula, you\u2019ll most likely come across the concept of Christ Consciousness, which Edgar Cayce said was the \u201cHoly Spirit.\u201d<\/p>\n

Okay, so basically we have a dreamer that was clearly visited by the god from the Orion nebula, and we\u2019ve skimmed history to see a correlation among all god-like origins (can we rule out coincidence on all this yet?) But wait\u2026.there\u2019s much more even!<\/p>\n

Back to the Name \u2013 Third and Final Try<\/h3>\n

The only thing we haven\u2019t fully affirmed yet was the Curiosis aspect to the dream. First I suggest going back to the Latin definition and reading it as if this entity might be the same as described by the ancient texts of the Old Testament. Certainly not all of it applies, but it does tend to have a texture of what those books present. Maybe it\u2019s just me.<\/p>\n

Then again, the dreamer presents doubts as to the exact name. Based on my research and the connections we\u2019ve made so far, I hypothesize that the name might have been more like \u2018Ku of [something]\u2019. The something would obviously be in or near Orion, and I came across a website during my research that names out all the stars in that constellation.<\/p>\n

They all have a somewhat informal name and then the associated Latin \u201cOrionis.\u201d For example, Kappa Orionis, Lamda Orionis, Tau Orionis, Chi-1 Orionis, etc. Basically, they are ancient letters (mostly Greek) preceding the Latin word \u2018Orionis\u2019.<\/p>\n

The sound Ku probably originates in the Roman Empire, where they derived the ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics symbol and made it Q (pronounced Ku). So my hypothesis is that the entity that showed the dreamer the constellations was:<\/p>\n

Q-Orionis, or\u00a0<\/span>Ku of Orionis<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Imagine if you only\u00a0<\/span>heard<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>those words and weren\u2019t allowed to see the words. Imagine how it might have sounded to our dreamer: \u2018KOO-ree-oh-nis\u2019 or \u2018KOO-of-REE-oh-nis.\u2019 That\u2019s pretty doggon close to Curiosis or \u201cKOO-ree-oh-sis.\u201d In fact, it\u2019s just one sound off (the \u2018n\u2019 instead of \u2018s\u2019 sound).<\/p>\n

Conclusions to Koo<\/h3>\n

In conclusion to the constellation dream, there are four possible end-states (note: I\u2019ll include the entire dream at the end of this report for those who want to really take it all in\u2026there\u2019s quite a few goodies and lessons for those who are interested\u2014see appendix):<\/p>\n

Possibility 1.<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>While the information is pretty cool, all this research could mean nothing at all. Nothing happens.<\/p>\n

Possibility 2.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong>This dream might simply be telling us about the situation in the cosmos. In the past, our DreamBot has been spot on about celestial phenomenon (e.g., blood moons, Cardinal Cross alignments, etc). In this case, the Egyptian\/Mayan\/Hopi sun god (Orion) just happens to be transited by\u2026.well, the Sun! Don\u2019t believe me? Here\u2019s today\u2019s snapshot of the cosmos on my Stellarium program (the sun is in between Gemini and Taurus, but just barely skirting Orion):<\/p>\n

\"Orion3\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Could this be all it is\u2026just telling us that the sun is close to the ancient Heart of the Universe? Somehow this explanation seems relevant but still incomplete.<\/p>\n

Job 38:31<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?<\/em><\/p>\n

Possibility 3.<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>God visited the dreamer to tell her our world is about to change drastically. For those who like this possibility, there\u2019s even more to the story. Elyse goes back to sleep after this dream, and receives an amazing dream about BIRTH (full dream is provided in the appendix). The theme is undeniable because everyone in this dream is birthing lots of kids\/kittens\/etc. Incidentally, the dreamer picks up on the collective\u2019s false understanding of birth (that it has to be painful).<\/p>\n

Newsflash\u2026births do NOT have to be painful, as my wife can attest in her multiple birth experiences (she\u2019s a hypnobirthing practitioner, too). The point here: Life is about to change and it involves a birthing of something incredibly new, BUT, humanity is currently poised for a painful birth, and it doesn\u2019t have to be painful\u2026.its up to us, the collective unconscious!<\/p>\n

Possibility 4.<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>Ditch all the celestial and goddess stuff presented here and say that Koo actually equals Coup. Now, this one is also a possibility, and not just because of this dream. We actually bring in another dream to overlap.<\/p>\n

Dream Yoga Master sends us this fairly detailed dream:<\/p>\n

\u201cI am walking east to west across a nation that is quite large. After walking for a long time I approach the western end of the country. Several individuals walk up to me and inform me they are breaking away and forming their own nation. Behind the man are a tractor and a grain drill used for drilling grains such as wheat. The man turns around goes over to the tractor and drives it with the grain drill lowered into planting position into what they consider the border of\u00a0<\/span>their newly formed independent nation<\/strong>. For a while I follow behind watching as the man plants or drills into the earth the new grain seeds forming the outline of this new nation.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Support for Probability 3 above:<\/h2>\n

Before we move out of the celestial body section, we MUST cover two more dreams because it infers the same sort of concept here. On June 6th<\/sup>, Eric dreamed this snippet \u2026.<\/p>\n

\u201dSuddenly and unexpectedly, an ancient relic emerges from the ground across the grass field behind. It is an enormous 100 ft. animate stone statue of an Egyptian war god who sits on a \u201cthrone of stone soldiers\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

There would be some contention as to which Egyptian god this was referring to, but \u201cwar god\u201d narrows it down a lot and Horus would be the best candidate because he was both the \u201cfirst known national god<\/a>\u201d and a war god. More importantly for our purposes, he was the son of ISIS, and the god that emerged from the virgin, just as many others over the years: Ra (to the virgin Net), Attis (to the virgin Nana), Zeus (to virgin Persephone), Rama (to Vishnu and his virgin wife), Huitzilopotchli (to the ancient Mexican virgin, Coatlicue), and MANY more. The point is\u2026.this is further evidence of the emerging birth archetype\u2026.at a collective level.<\/p>\n

Then, on the 11th of June, someone on the other side of the planet (\u2018Yoda\u2019) dreamed this\u2026<\/p>\n

Drank 2 beers in the evening. Went to bed about 0:00, made my notices about 03:07<\/em><\/p>\n

I\u2019m member of a crew wich operates a huge simulator, like sim-city but much more enhanced, more like sim-earth or sim-planet. On the ultra wide screen in front of us I can see a river flowing in curves from right to left. The river has very steep waters edge, 90 degree steep and about half the width of the river deep. very unnatural. Amidst the river are snow-white isles. These isles have the same steep edge as the river and have exactly the same height, so that their upper side is flush with the surrounding. I explained the strange view to me with the knowledge that it is the result of a simulation.<\/em><\/p>\n

The sky was partly (fifty-fifty) covered with dark clouds. The rims of the clouds were illuminated from low sun light. Could not see the sun itself. At the edge of the river there was standing an huge mass of uncountable people.<\/em><\/p>\n

The people were in a state of expectation of something. Could not tell what they expected. Then someone from my simulator-crew says: \u201cAll various scenarios end similar. There is no difference in outcome.\u201d<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

The title came spontaneously into my mind, just before writing down the dream. Maybe the mass of people waits for the journey to start\u2026. (name of the dream: Journey Begins)<\/em><\/p>\n

Possible Non-Headline:<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span>Attention all Earthlings\u2026the journey has begun!<\/p>\n

APPENDIX<\/h2>\n

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Constellation\/Birthing Dream in Full:<\/h1>\n

I can\u2019t remember how I got there exactly, but I was floating in space. I felt warm and weightless, but I wasn\u2019t floating aimlessly, I felt like I was being guided. I eventually came to rest at a place surrounded by many constellations and I heard a warm, gentle male voice call my name. He told me that very soon my world would change and he gently spun me around in space to face a set of constellations.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0(Or at least I assume he was the one spinning me) He told me that these constellations were those of \u201cforgotten heroes\u201d. Each hero was portrayed as some kind of warrior, animal or mythical beast. He named each one and gave me a bit of the story behind it. I was shocked that a few that he mentioned were part of the crusades. Aside from the crusades, however, I didn\u2019t recognize many of the battles he told me about, the rest I forgot. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0He mentioned that the world had \u201cpurposefully forgotten\u201d these heroes and that because of this, things have gotten much worse, much faster than it should have? When he had finished telling me about all of the other constellations, he turned me to face a HUGE constellation. This one was shaped like a man clad in armor. He was holding up a huge shield as if he were protecting himself, but also he had a great, long spear that looked like he was about to thrust forward. It was still pointing upward, but slightly tilted forward. It was hard to tell if it was so big because it was bigger than the rest of the constellations or if I was just closer to it than the other ones. He told me the name of this guy was Koo-Curiosus. I thought the first part of the name sounded funny, so I held onto it in my mind by remembering \u201cgoo\u201d with a K\u2026 but perhaps it is spelt coo, ku, or cu? As for the second part\u2026 I THINK it was curiosus\u2026 but it could be something close to that. It reminded me of the name Clavacus that I had in another dream\u2026 Anyway, this Koo fellow either is or will be coming here (to earth) soon. The voice who had been speaking to me didn\u2019t give me a lot of information about this constellation like he did the others\u2026 instead, he started warning me. He told me that there was a \u201cgreat evil\u201d in the world now. It is everywhere. When he told me it was everywhere, I saw hundreds of images in my head ALL AT ONCE. It felt really weird. The images were that of Televisions, backyards, schools, churches, computers, random crowds of people, the white house, the sky, gardens and LOTS of other things. One was even of a bottle of water\u2026 Then he told me that soon, any who were religious or \u201cpeace seekers\u201d would have no choice but to \u201cpick up their swords\u201d. He told me that the great evil had been sacrificing themselves and innocents to their Lord, and that soon, those that sought peace would also have to sacrifice themselves. I thought to myself that this was unfair\u2026 if evil was killing those who were good AND also sacrificing themselves, then if the good started sacrificing themselves as well\u2026 maybe there would be no good left. I guess he could read my mind, because he told me not to worry. The \u201crighteous and valiant\u201d have already won, and that is why the constellation was in the sky\u2026 but the pain and suffering endured would depend on those on earth now and their willingness to \u201cpick up a sword and seek the truth\u201d with Koo. I woke up from this dream feeling warm and fuzzy. Even though the message was a bit grim, it was nice that it had (or will have) a happy ending. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0My boys were still asleep, so I decided to catch a little nap before I had to start the day\u2026 This time I dreamt that I was sharing my home with another woman. She looked familiar to me somehow, but I don\u2019t think I know her. I was pregnant, she was pregnant, and even the cat was pregnant. I had fallen asleep in the dream, and woke up in a HUGE amount of pain to find out that I had given birth while asleep. Of course\u2026 there was a lot of cleaning to do now so that I could keep the baby in a clean area\u2026 also, I didn\u2019t have time to wallow in pain\u2026 I had three boys that also needed me. I managed to clean the baby up and wrap he\/she in clean sheets and change the bedding before I heard horrible screaming coming from the living room. The woman staying with me was also giving birth, so I ran to get some towels and warm water, stopping constantly to lean on the wall for a second or two when I found it too hard to take another step. It seemed like her baby\u2019s head was stuck, and (as horrible as it sounds) I had to turn it. I don\u2019t know how I managed to do this, but I somehow managed and the baby came out with no further issues. I cleaned myself up and gathered my boys in their playroom, so that I could check on my new baby lying in the middle of my bed. He\/she was doing fine and sleeping soundly\u2026 but then I heard tiny cries in my bathroom\u2026 when I opened the door, the CAT was having kittens! Good grief! There were kittens EVERYWHERE, many had not even been cleaned yet, and one was lying still in its bubble on the floor\u2026 I was frightened it had died. I cleaned everything off of him and rubbed him as he lied limp in my hand. I opened its tiny mouth and blew into its nose and mouth while rubbing it\u2019s belly. After a while, it started coughing and gave me little kitten squeaks. Words cannot express how relieved I was. It looked like the Mama cat (we call her Fuzzy) had been ignoring the other kittens because she had other problems. Her last kitten was stuck as well. I massaged her belly and talked to her sweetly, and eventually the kitten was birthed. I helped her clean all of the kittens, and made sure that they were all gathered around her before I left out again. The woman in the living room was still crying out in pain. I by no means felt well either, but SOMEONE had to hold it together in there. I thought that now would probably be the best time to call my husband and inform him that I just had a baby\u2026 I grabbed a phone, only to find that there was no service. This was a game changer, because with two newborns in the house, we NEEDED a phone\u2026 what if we had some kind of complications? After all\u2026 that woman was still screaming in pain \u2026 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0A strange man appeared in front of me and told me that if I participated in his game, he would not only fix the phone, but bring my husband directly to me. Well, considering I had very little choice, I agreed. The game would teleport you into the presence of a complete stranger for a short amount of time, then back. But you never knew WHO you would meet. It could be an ax murderer\u2026 it could be an angel\u2026 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0I was transported into a room with a returned American solder. He was sitting up in a bed. His legs had been completely crushed\u2026 and they had not been amputated. The poor guy just lied there. He seemed to be in pain, but either it wasn\u2019t too bad, or he had some mean self-control or mind-over-matter techniques. He told me that his legs had been crushed while he was at war, and when he got home, he found that he no longer had any family and he had no access to any kind of VA care. I felt horrible. I asked several times if there was anything I could do and he replied \u201cJust sit and talk to me.\u201d He told me that he had been treated like a criminal since he came home. He could barely pay his bills, and shortly he would be out living on the street. I couldn\u2019t hold back the tears and I started crying\u2026 when I cried, I was transported back into my home holding the phone. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0There was a ringtone now, but I hung up the phone, and went searching for the man who sent me to play his cruddy little game. There was a portal in my kitchen that opened into a creepy looking place; I saw the man inside. He was on the phone. I walked into the portal and tried to talk to the man, and he waved his hand at me, as if to tell me to go away. I got angry and slapped the phone out of his hand then demanded to know who the solder was that I had just met. He grinned and told me that he couldn\u2019t tell me\u2026 it was the rules of the game\u2026 I was transported back into my home. The portal was gone now. I felt empty and defeated. I felt like I needed to find that soldier\u2026 but how? The woman in my home, who had just had her baby, sent me to fetch her some food and drink. She was whining about how much pain she was in. (It was her first baby\u2026 I guess she had no idea that the after pain is MUCH worse for each one after\u2026) Every part of me was tired, hurt, upset, and frustrated\u2026 so, it was hard for me to hold my tongue and not tell her to \u201cSuck it up\u2026\u201d I saw that my boys had fallen asleep, my new baby was asleep, and even the kittens and their mother was asleep. I was trying to keep my mind off of the pain\u2026 ALL of the pain, both physical and emotional\u2026 I went to wash the little bit of dishes that were sitting in the sink and the woman brought her dirty plate and cup to me. When she saw the small pile of dishes in the sink, she commented on how she keeps her home spotless and how she never understood women that let dishes sit in the sink. She told me that she understood that I had my hands full, but that maybe I should have thought harder about having so many children. It takes a lot to anger or upset me\u2026 but this woman had managed to do it with very little effort. Here I was taking care of her, her baby, my children, my new baby, an unnaturally large litter of kittens, while coping with excruciating pain and washing dishes\u2026 and she complains about me being a poor housekeeper and the size of my family? I woke up before I got to tell her how I felt\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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