unfinished house

[still]

lucid:

I was taken to my house. in the dream I thought it is the same as my house but reversed. the house had white brick, white trim. big multi-pane windows. I was led into the house, "open the door." I went in. the front rooms were all finished. but as I went through, it was less finished. each room I entered I was interacting with the One who guides me. I was talking to him about what I was seeing. I didn't understand why the front rooms were like brand new construction and the more I got into the house the more run down it was. I asked if any of this was going to be made new like the front rooms. "yes. there is a lot that can be finished." some of the rooms I recognized as being from places I have worked in the past that were in states of renovation. when I got to what was becoming the kitchen there was a whole row of grayish green refrigerators, bare subfloor, missing wallboards leading straight to outside. "There's still so much to be done before it's ready."

[Nanny]

How did you feel about this dream? Did/does it feel like a personal message?

It sounded to me like a totally personal one. It, *if* so and I may be totally wrong, is indicating typical human nature of how we put on our best for others, best face, mood etc., when in reality we are a work in progress and much is still to be done. We, of course as Christians have a shabbiness and are a work in progress.

Any of this resonate? I like the dream! I accept it as a personal reminder. I have to soulsearch because I know it's easier for me to focus on hubby's faults than my own, but on judgement day I'll be facing mine, not his or anyone else's.