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Constellation Koo / Lots of Babies
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I can't remember how I got there exactly, but I was floating in space. I felt warm and weightless, but I wasn't floating aimlessly, I felt like I was being guided. I eventually came to rest at a place surrounded by many constellations and I heard a warm, gentle male voice call my name. He told me that very soon my world would change and he gently spun me around in space to face a set of constellations. (Or at least I assume he was the one spinning me) He told me that these constellations were those of "forgotten heroes". Each hero was portrayed as some kind of warrior, animal or mythical beast. He named each one and gave me a bit of the story behind it. I was shocked that a few that he mentioned were part of the crusades. Aside from the crusades, however, I didn't recognize many of the battles he told me about, the rest I forgot. He mentioned that the world had "purposefully forgotten" these heroes and that because of this, things have gotten much worse, much faster than it should have?

When he had finished telling me about all of the other constellations, he turned me to face a HUGE constellation. This one was shaped like a man clad in armor. He was holding up a huge shield as if he were protecting himself, but also he had a great, long spear that looked like he was about to thrust forward. It was still pointing upward, but slightly tilted forward. It was hard to tell if it was so big because it was bigger than the rest of the constellations or if I was just closer to it than the other ones. He told me the name of this guy was Koo-Curiosus. I thought the first part of the name sounded funny, so I held onto it in my mind by remembering "goo" with a K... but perhaps it is spelt coo, ku, or cu? As for the second part... I THINK it was curiosus... but it could be something close to that. It reminded me of the name Clavacus that I had in another dream... Anyway, this Koo fellow either is or will be coming here (to earth) soon.

The voice who had been speaking to me didn't give me a lot of information about this constellation like he did the others... instead, he started warning me. He told me that there was a "great evil" in the world now. It is everywhere. When he told me it was everywhere, I saw hundreds of images in my head ALL AT ONCE. It felt really weird. The images were that of Televisions, backyards, schools, churches, computers, random crowds of people, the white house, the sky, gardens and LOTS of other things. One was even of a bottle of water... Then he told me that soon, any who were religious or "peace seekers" would have no choice but to "pick up their swords". He told me that the great evil had been sacrificing themselves and innocents to their Lord, and that soon, those that sought peace would also have to sacrifice themselves. I thought to myself that this was unfair... if evil was killing those who were good AND also sacrificing themselves, then if the good started sacrificing themselves as well... maybe there would be no good left. I guess he could read my mind, because he told me not to worry. The "righteous and valiant" have already won, and that is why the constellation was in the sky... but the pain and suffering endured would depend on those on earth now and their willingness to "pick up a sword and seek the truth" with Koo.

I woke up from this dream feeling warm and fuzzy. Even though the message was a bit grim, it was nice that it had (or will have) a happy ending. My boys were still asleep, so I decided to catch a little nap before I had to start the day...

This time I dreamt that I was sharing my home with another woman. She looked familiar to me somehow, but I don't think I know her. I was pregnant, she was pregnant, and even the cat was pregnant. I had fallen asleep in the dream, and woke up in a HUGE amount of pain to find out that I had given birth while asleep. Of course... there was a lot of cleaning to do now so that I could keep the baby in a clean area... also, I didn't have time to wallow in pain... I had three boys that also needed me.

I managed to clean the baby up and wrap he/she in clean sheets and change the bedding before I heard horrible screaming coming from the living room. The woman staying with me was also giving birth, so I ran to get some towels and warm water, stopping constantly to lean on the wall for a second or two when I found it too hard to take another step. It seemed like her baby's head was stuck, and (as horrible as it sounds) I had to turn it. I don't know how I managed to do this, but I somehow managed and the baby came out with no further issues.

I cleaned myself up and gathered my boys in their playroom, so that I could check on my new baby lying in the middle of my bed. He/she was doing fine and sleeping soundly... but then I heard tiny cries in my bathroom... when I opened the door, the CAT was having kittens! Good grief! There were kittens EVERYWHERE, many had not even been cleaned yet, and one was lying still in its bubble on the floor... I was frightened it had died. I cleaned everything off of him and rubbed him as he lied limp in my hand. I opened its tiny mouth and blew into its nose and mouth while rubbing it's belly. After a while, it started coughing and gave me little kitten squeaks. Words cannot express how relieved I was. It looked like the Mama cat (we call her Fuzzy) had been ignoring the other kittens because she had other problems. Her last kitten was stuck as well. I massaged her belly and talked to her sweetly, and eventually the kitten was birthed. I helped her clean all of the kittens, and made sure that they were all gathered around her before I left out again. The woman in the living room was still crying out in pain. I by no means felt well either, but SOMEONE had to hold it together in there.

I thought that now would probably be the best time to call my husband and inform him that I just had a baby... I grabbed a phone, only to find that there was no service. This was a game changer, because with two newborns in the house, we NEEDED a phone... what if we had some kind of complications? After all... that woman was still screaming in pain ... A strange man appeared in front of me and told me that if I participated in his game, he would not only fix the phone, but bring my husband directly to me. Well, considering I had very little choice, I agreed. The game would teleport you into the presence of a complete stranger for a short amount of time, then back. But you never knew WHO you would meet. It could be an ax murderer... it could be an angel...

I was transported into a room with a returned American solder. He was sitting up in a bed. His legs had been completely crushed... and they had not been amputated. The poor guy just lied there. He seemed to be in pain, but either it wasn't too bad, or he had some mean self-control or mind-over-matter techniques. He told me that his legs had been crushed while he was at war, and when he got home, he found that he no longer had any family and he had no access to any kind of VA care. I felt horrible. I asked several times if there was anything I could do and he replied "Just sit and talk to me." He told me that he had been treated like a criminal since he came home. He could barely pay his bills, and shortly he would be out living on the street. I couldn't hold back the tears and I started crying... when I cried, I was transported back into my home holding the phone.

There was a ringtone now, but I hung up the phone, and went searching for the man who sent me to play his cruddy little game. There was a portal in my kitchen that opened into a creepy looking place; I saw the man inside. He was on the phone. I walked into the portal and tried to talk to the man, and he waved his hand at me, as if to tell me to go away. I got angry and slapped the phone out of his hand then demanded to know who the solder was that I had just met. He grinned and told me that he couldn't tell me... it was the rules of the game... I was transported back into my home. The portal was gone now. I felt empty and defeated. I felt like I needed to find that solder... but how? The woman in my home, who had just had her baby, sent me to fetch her some food and drink. She was whining about how much pain she was in. (It was her first baby... I guess she had no idea that the after pain is MUCH worse for each one after...) Every part of me was tired, hurt, upset, and frustrated... so, it was hard for me to hold my tongue and not tell her to "Suck it up..."

I saw that my boys had fallen asleep, my new baby was asleep, and even the kittens and their mother was asleep. I was trying to keep my mind off of the pain... ALL of the pain, both physical and emotional... I went to wash the little bit of dishes that were sitting in the sink and the woman brought her dirty plate and cup to me. When she saw the small pile of dishes in the sink, she commented on how she keeps her home spotless and how she never understood women that let dishes sit in the sink. She told me that she understood that I had my hands full, but that maybe I should have thought harder about having so many children.

It takes a lot to anger or upset me... but this woman had managed to do it with very little effort. Here I was taking care of her, her baby, my children, my new baby, an unnaturally large litter of kittens, while coping with excruciating pain and washing dishes... and she complains about me being a poor housekeeper and the size of my family? I woke up before I got to tell her how I felt...
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Constellation Koo / Lots of Babies - by Elyse - 06-09-2014, 01:45 PM

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