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06-15-2014, 01:29 PM
I was in a large futuristic building. The rooms were rounded and the entire rounded walls were glass, and the ceilings and floors were a pure, clean white. There was not an imperfection to be seen anywhere. Looking through the glass, I could see space. The stars were very bright and close... it was a spectacular view.
There were lots of others with me in this building. I wouldn't say there were THAT many, but there were hundreds, I am sure, But the buildings were so big that everyone was spread out making it look like we were very few.
Wandering around, I was greeted happily by those I walked past. Many stopping me, shaking my hand and welcoming me very warmly. Well... This was very confusing because I had no idea where I even was. I was almost afraid to ask because it seemed like I should know... but I had no memory as to how I had even gotten there. Usually, I am very shy and it is sometimes hard to meet new people, but that wasn't the case here, I felt at home... but felt embarrassed that I didn't know exactly where I was or why I was there.
Eventually, I came across a man with a very kind face and asked where I was. He looked surprised that I didn't know, but assured me that I was right where I needed to be. I was everywhere right smack in the middle of nowhere. Huh? He told me not to worry, he knew a guy that could explain it all to me. He pointed over to the other side of the circular room, and walking around the circle towards us was a man in sun shades who he said was blind. Well... this had to be a trick because I SAW the man avoid obstacles and people along his path as if he could see them. There was just no way a blind man could pull that off... no way.
When the blind man arrived, I was pretty upset. I felt like he was tricking everyone into believing he was blind and I was even more skeptical when he looked at me in my eyes. I hadn't made a peep... how would he know where to look? the man laughed and said he could SEE that I was very upset, but assured me that he was blind. He told me that there was more than one way to see where one was going, eyesight being just the easiest way. He went on to say that the eyes betray and the best way to navigate life is through the spirit. Mind. Blown.
I started to feel a wave of emotion. It was all very confusing. He went on to tell me a lot of things.. I can't remember what all he had said, but I remember snapping. He had said something that made me feel as if he were telling me God didn't exist. My world was crumbling around me and it HURT. I was very upset because I knew there was truth to a lot of what he was saying... so I asked him if he was trying to tell me that there was no God. He shrugged and said "Well, yes and no". Well what was THAT supposed to mean? It could only be one or the other... He said that it would depend on who or what I thought God was. I told him that God was the supreme divine creator. He who created and controls all life, space, time and energy. He is Love and hope... in short... he is everything. The blind man nodded, and said that by that definition, there is in fact a God. I was relieved... but still upset because a lot of what he said contradicted with my life long beliefs. My Religion. I was very, VERY upset by this because I felt like my religion was the ONE thing in life that hadn't betrayed me at some point. It was the one thing I felt wouldn't eventually betray me, and yet it had. It had withheld very important secrets about my very being. Was this on purpose... or did they simply not know? I believed in my church... but it is run by men. Men that don't see the way I see or what I see. But if they were so close to God, why wouldn't they have gotten some sort of divine inspiration. Why were the members being held back? I was very sick to my stomach... and things only got worse.
I walked with the man over to a balcony. Looking over the balcony, the floor WAY below us was glass and I had a clear view of earth... it was breath taking, but I felt sad and upset. I asked the man why 'they' (The people on earth) didn't see what was coming. How could they not know when it is so close. I never specified what exactly was coming, but I knew it was something very bad.
He told me that many didn't see for different reasons. Some didn't see because they didn't want to. Others didn't see because they had forgotten how to.. and then there were those who were just too busy to see the forest for the trees.
As we spoke, I wondered if there was anything I could do to stop whatever it was from happening. He told me no. Well, this just upset me farther! What kind of miserable existence was I made to live?! Why would God choose to torture me so; to put me on a dying world, allowing me to see and know something horrible was about to happen, then not providing me with some sort of way to change it! What was the point of my even existing in the first place?! The man told me not to worry. Everyone has a purpose-- a reason for being, right now all I had to do was to "help one person at a time"... well that certainly wasn't going to change much... but it WOULD change one person's life, who might change another's. Maybe I was doing that by warning people and trying to help them prepare? I felt a little better... but still hopeless. He said the reason I felt this way was because it wasn't my time to do anything yet. My time to change the world is after the world changes. He said that people who survive will be weak and poor and will not remember what is important or "how to live"... then it will be time for the people in the building, including me, to teach them "love, life, and new sight". I had from now until then to absorb all the information I could, because so much would be lost with whatever was about to come... Id have no way of learning afterwards... He said many more things, but before I woke up, he told me to remember that everything is anonmeric? It sounded like a-nun-mur-rick.
When I woke up, I tried meditating on this dream and almost immediately saw beautiful purple waves of fire, almost like ripples going outward from me, then later they came back to me. It was very nice.
This dream gave me a lot of mixed feelings...I tried to look up the word I was given, but could not find any meaning to it.
There were lots of others with me in this building. I wouldn't say there were THAT many, but there were hundreds, I am sure, But the buildings were so big that everyone was spread out making it look like we were very few.
Wandering around, I was greeted happily by those I walked past. Many stopping me, shaking my hand and welcoming me very warmly. Well... This was very confusing because I had no idea where I even was. I was almost afraid to ask because it seemed like I should know... but I had no memory as to how I had even gotten there. Usually, I am very shy and it is sometimes hard to meet new people, but that wasn't the case here, I felt at home... but felt embarrassed that I didn't know exactly where I was or why I was there.
Eventually, I came across a man with a very kind face and asked where I was. He looked surprised that I didn't know, but assured me that I was right where I needed to be. I was everywhere right smack in the middle of nowhere. Huh? He told me not to worry, he knew a guy that could explain it all to me. He pointed over to the other side of the circular room, and walking around the circle towards us was a man in sun shades who he said was blind. Well... this had to be a trick because I SAW the man avoid obstacles and people along his path as if he could see them. There was just no way a blind man could pull that off... no way.
When the blind man arrived, I was pretty upset. I felt like he was tricking everyone into believing he was blind and I was even more skeptical when he looked at me in my eyes. I hadn't made a peep... how would he know where to look? the man laughed and said he could SEE that I was very upset, but assured me that he was blind. He told me that there was more than one way to see where one was going, eyesight being just the easiest way. He went on to say that the eyes betray and the best way to navigate life is through the spirit. Mind. Blown.
I started to feel a wave of emotion. It was all very confusing. He went on to tell me a lot of things.. I can't remember what all he had said, but I remember snapping. He had said something that made me feel as if he were telling me God didn't exist. My world was crumbling around me and it HURT. I was very upset because I knew there was truth to a lot of what he was saying... so I asked him if he was trying to tell me that there was no God. He shrugged and said "Well, yes and no". Well what was THAT supposed to mean? It could only be one or the other... He said that it would depend on who or what I thought God was. I told him that God was the supreme divine creator. He who created and controls all life, space, time and energy. He is Love and hope... in short... he is everything. The blind man nodded, and said that by that definition, there is in fact a God. I was relieved... but still upset because a lot of what he said contradicted with my life long beliefs. My Religion. I was very, VERY upset by this because I felt like my religion was the ONE thing in life that hadn't betrayed me at some point. It was the one thing I felt wouldn't eventually betray me, and yet it had. It had withheld very important secrets about my very being. Was this on purpose... or did they simply not know? I believed in my church... but it is run by men. Men that don't see the way I see or what I see. But if they were so close to God, why wouldn't they have gotten some sort of divine inspiration. Why were the members being held back? I was very sick to my stomach... and things only got worse.
I walked with the man over to a balcony. Looking over the balcony, the floor WAY below us was glass and I had a clear view of earth... it was breath taking, but I felt sad and upset. I asked the man why 'they' (The people on earth) didn't see what was coming. How could they not know when it is so close. I never specified what exactly was coming, but I knew it was something very bad.
He told me that many didn't see for different reasons. Some didn't see because they didn't want to. Others didn't see because they had forgotten how to.. and then there were those who were just too busy to see the forest for the trees.
As we spoke, I wondered if there was anything I could do to stop whatever it was from happening. He told me no. Well, this just upset me farther! What kind of miserable existence was I made to live?! Why would God choose to torture me so; to put me on a dying world, allowing me to see and know something horrible was about to happen, then not providing me with some sort of way to change it! What was the point of my even existing in the first place?! The man told me not to worry. Everyone has a purpose-- a reason for being, right now all I had to do was to "help one person at a time"... well that certainly wasn't going to change much... but it WOULD change one person's life, who might change another's. Maybe I was doing that by warning people and trying to help them prepare? I felt a little better... but still hopeless. He said the reason I felt this way was because it wasn't my time to do anything yet. My time to change the world is after the world changes. He said that people who survive will be weak and poor and will not remember what is important or "how to live"... then it will be time for the people in the building, including me, to teach them "love, life, and new sight". I had from now until then to absorb all the information I could, because so much would be lost with whatever was about to come... Id have no way of learning afterwards... He said many more things, but before I woke up, he told me to remember that everything is anonmeric? It sounded like a-nun-mur-rick.
When I woke up, I tried meditating on this dream and almost immediately saw beautiful purple waves of fire, almost like ripples going outward from me, then later they came back to me. It was very nice.
This dream gave me a lot of mixed feelings...I tried to look up the word I was given, but could not find any meaning to it.