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09-09-2015, 11:43 PM
This is a very personal update, and I bring both good and bad news. The good news is that my personal tornado is shifted tremendously. I can't yet say whether this is definitely a good thing in the long term, but something happened today that signals, at a minimum, that I have a shot at repairing what seemed to be totally broken before....my family.
Although we are back together, there is a lot of unresolved differences. I have a LOT of ground to gain here in order to get back to some semblance of a 'normal' condition (mentally, emotionally, relationally, etc.) I have a chance to be a familial doctor, and my soul says to put 200% into this moment. So, for the foreseeable future, I have bad news:
I will probably not be running the dreambot and posting linguistics as consistently as before. I do feel pretty good about the long stretch we've had. I actually think we made the one year mark with our daily lingo. However, my family is top priority right now, with school shortly behind. My goal is to give everything I have to this family so that I have absolutely no regrets later, regardless of what happens.
I will be popping in now and again, but in general, at least for the next two weeks, I expect to be even less involved than I was before. I greatly apologize for this, but I have to do what the universe is commanding right now. I realize this couldn't have been a worse time for me to be skipping days, especially with Proj September just about ready to unfold. Will the world end? Well, unfortunately, I won't have a front row seat, but I will be learning a lot about repairing broken relationships.
In general, I am just grateful for the chance at the repair. It could be far worse at this point. Take care everyone. I will definitely pop in when I can, but I shall not get 'caught' surfing the NDC too much (if you know what I mean)
Although we are back together, there is a lot of unresolved differences. I have a LOT of ground to gain here in order to get back to some semblance of a 'normal' condition (mentally, emotionally, relationally, etc.) I have a chance to be a familial doctor, and my soul says to put 200% into this moment. So, for the foreseeable future, I have bad news:
I will probably not be running the dreambot and posting linguistics as consistently as before. I do feel pretty good about the long stretch we've had. I actually think we made the one year mark with our daily lingo. However, my family is top priority right now, with school shortly behind. My goal is to give everything I have to this family so that I have absolutely no regrets later, regardless of what happens.
I will be popping in now and again, but in general, at least for the next two weeks, I expect to be even less involved than I was before. I greatly apologize for this, but I have to do what the universe is commanding right now. I realize this couldn't have been a worse time for me to be skipping days, especially with Proj September just about ready to unfold. Will the world end? Well, unfortunately, I won't have a front row seat, but I will be learning a lot about repairing broken relationships.
In general, I am just grateful for the chance at the repair. It could be far worse at this point. Take care everyone. I will definitely pop in when I can, but I shall not get 'caught' surfing the NDC too much (if you know what I mean)