Endless Rooms

[IslandHippyMama]

Because I once predicted a plane crash, I forced myself to stop dreaming when one would start. From 1990 to about 1992, I refused to allow myself to dream. I didn't want to know the future anymore. And so I got real good at it. To the point where later on when I did start dreaming again, if I was having a nightmare, I would just say "Wake up, Reagan, you're having a bad dream". Lol.. And at times I can hear my awake self thinking or asking questions. Almost as if I'm an outside observer watching a scene in a play. Usually the only time my awake self gets involved in one of my dreams is to wake me from the bad ones. Or to ask a question when "we" don't understand something. (We as in my awake & dreaming selves).