Prisoner on the run

[Goldengirl]

Wow, DLP, what a wonderful post. I have been doing the "work" since my mom passed in October of 2014, which is just a mere blip in my life. But I am committed to continue, and this has given me a renewed spirit and actual hunger for it. Just since December, I have learned more "new" things about myself that are really old things that I never paid much attention to, or never embraced. Like this whole empath thing. Was pointed out to me by someone who saw it easily, although I never did. Now it's steamrolling and gaining in intensity, and I better take control now. It totally makes sense to me now why I don't like to be in crowds, around emotionally messed up people, or why I completely melt into the ground when I'm yelled at. I'm so porous you can practically see thru me. And it amazes me that there are some people who are easily "readable" to me, and others who are completely opaque. And since I can read emotions, the opaque people scare me quite a bit.

Thanks for taking the time to write all this. It's been very helpful and hopeful as well.