Two nights, two dreams

[ThePaladin]

Good to know, but I'll keep on working towards whatever TPTB think I should be doing. The path I've been on the past couple of years, especially the last 6 months or so, just feels right. The fact that I feel like I have a path, is, well, amazing. But all the steps before were a path too, I know that, I just couldn't see them for what they were. Anything different, and I wouldn't have landed here to experience telepathic dreams, precognitive dreams, finding out I'm an empath, AND having my first ever vision.  

If you think about it, everything you've done in your life has been in preparation for you to answer your call. Everything you've done, everything you've learned, all of it has been training. Even the most inconsequential events were a part of the training. It gives you a different perspective on everything.

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It makes perfect sense because we can know even decades before the next gift arrives that we really don't have a choice. I see that we are allowed to move the timing but it's like "oookay Dad! I know, I know, I just wish you'd not make me do this. I dread it. I don't want to have to do it. Sigh, but I know...."

We also, sometimes will be allowed to ask for a different assignment. But, I've found that when that is granted we can dislike the next one, too.

You should hear me bitch at my PTB sometimes when I'm tasked with doing something without an expense account. They just wait me out because we all know I'm going to do what they ask. Only once have I flatly refused an assignment because I was in the middle of selling the house and we flat didn't have the money for me to go haring off to parts unknown for who knew how long.

I even tried to quit a few years back...yeah, that went nowhere. They just waited until I cooled off enough to be rational again.