Will even I remember more of my dreams, finally?!

[ThePaladin]

A new kind of dream for you. Last question, on this one.
Was this the most grotesque one you've had or one of the very few, per the blood/gore?

Not usually this gory(I made the choice to tone down how violent and bloody the dream really was), although I have had violent dreams in the past, generally in some sort of apocalyptic scenario.

The more I think on this dream(when I think about it. I'm pretty laid back about such things and generally don't dwell on them) the more I think I was being tested. Having all my options taken away from me, being completely on my own in the face of certain death or worse, not even having the one person I count on to have my back in such situations, what would I do? How would I react? Are those buttons that can be pushed that have me dropping into fear?

One thing I realized is I never considered the notion that the ultimate doorway out of a dream could possibly involve me dying in the dream. It would remove my energy from the scene and jolt me back into my body. If that was the lesson I was to learn, got it. That way I wouldn't waste time looking for an exit or waiting for someone to rescue me. I'd simply die and be gone out of the dream scenario, and that would be that.

Rest assured, I'd be majorly pissed when I woke if that's the way I had to use to get out of a situation.