Numbers

[L.A.S.]

12/20/2015 AM
Mood: confused
location: inside my own head
No intent but, I did read the postings about numbers and their meanings last night.

I was trying to figure how my recent  birthday would change my numbers on my personal chart. Is this going to be a good or bad year for me? I kept trying to add up the numbers in my head. I kept forgetting the sums of the previous addition calculations and I kept losing my place. I finally started using my fingers but I still kept miscalculating. I kept getting wrong numbers and I was aware the numbers were wrong but I kept trying. I kept coming up with 11! It was very important that I get the right numbers as I needed to know what to expect. Then I realized that even if I did get the correct numbers I would not know what they meant or how to interpret them. I just kept trying.


Comments:
I know I have a calculating mind (as in numbers are easy for me).
Years ago I did do my own charts as part of my research of mystical things. I have forgotten most of what I learned. I would have to find the books again.
I know there is power in numbers.
I need a better numerologist!

Dear, 

i would like to help you. And also i would like to help me. When was your birthday? Maybe then we find out what signification the number 11 has. 

with the best regards 

Lean