In laws out laws

[Loris]

6 years ago I awoke after having a terrifying dream. I couldn't remember what it was but I felt very traumatised and was very upset and concerned about my x husband, his new wife and their children. I was in a state of distress for two - three days because I had this impression of harm and despair concerning them. I had to contact them and ask after them but they were fine. The horror of this dream which I can't even remember has stayed with me to this day and also, to this day when I think about planning for a negative event like a pandemic or a terrorist strike, I feel I have to plan to accomodate them also. I double all stores with them in mind, totally convinced that they will be with me. Its wierd because I think they'd have to be fairly threatened to ever want to be with me but none the less, I know they will be with me.