black widow

[still]

I'm shortening this. it was like a novella. later I can type up the rest and add.

I was the super hero black widow sent on a mission to a flying fortress to catch a bad guy. when I was at the fortress it was very high tech. I fought a robot security thing that moved like a Dalek. I was captured by a man who blended into his surroundings like a chameleon. he took me to the bad guy I was after. the bad guy was Asian and reminded me of the north Korean leader.

he took me and about 8 other captives into what was like a conference room. but then the floor of the conference room separated and it was like a pod that was free falling to the ground. just before it hit the ground it began to fly around the sky like some sort of untracked roller coaster. this gave me time to get loose of the ropes or cuffs holding my hands.

I escaped out of the pod. my suit allowed me to fly. I flew down to a secret location and picked up something. then I went back and got the people off the pod. then a couple of people, I think they had been on the pod with me, joined me in trying to get away from the bad guy, who now wanted this thing I had secretly picked up.

he was able to send insect robots after us and diseases. we got sick, but many thousands of people died. we were running and had fevers. we were taking off some clothing because we were burning up but we didn't stop.

[still]

note: this dream occurred 1/5/16 after midnight and seemed like I mustve been dreaming it for hours

if I could draw or paint or something, the visuals were ridiculous. the robot security thing was kind of like a dalek but its "head" was transparent and inside I could see computer parts, wires, gears. its body was bright orange. it moved like rolling on wheels. the area of the ship where I encountered it was a sort of holding bay with what looked like rows of large missiles? they looked kind of like giant eggs on pallets.

he began to shoot a weapon at me when he saw me. my suit become like transparent hard armor, but like a force field. I was definitely trying not to be hit in the head. I ducked behind things and around corners to evade him. I finally blew him up with a weapon maybe like a grenade of some sort.

I was shocked there was no other security. especially after all that ruckus. I never saw the man in the chameleon suit. then when he had the opportunity he grabbed me and cuffed my hands behind me. I thought he was the guy I was sent to capture. he led me down a hallway to a huge black glass door. the door opened and the Asian guy walked in with an entourage. one of the people with him was his mother.

that's when I knew he was my actual target. they led me into a large long room like a conference room. the walls were dark and lighted with something like black light rope lights at the top of each long wall. a long table was also along each wall and chairs were on the wall side of each table so people would sit and be facing each other and the center of the room. at the head of the room was what I thought at first to be a giant tv for conference calls.

in the center of the room were several small black chairs back to back. other people with their hands cuffed were seated in these chairs. there was not a chair for me. I didn't want them to know this so I started to squat as though I was sitting in a chair, but they brought me one. it was different than the others. it was a junky little black chair.

as soon as we were all seated the floor of the room began to separate. the Asian man said something like have a nice ride. then we were separated completely in the pod. the black screen at the front of the room became a window and I could see that we were in a free fall.

[ThePaladin]

I have a vibe this dream needs to be incubated.

There's more to learn here.

[NH watcher]

The Black widow has always fascinated me, as to why God created such a beast. Still, have you ever seen a black widow? They are quite small, and yet, the males are even smaller than the females. One bite of a black widow can kill the largest and strongest human in minutes. And then to add insult to injury, for what purpose, for God to have created a creature who mates and then kills the one she mated with? How many other females in other species probably wish they could do the same! (Smile.)

I live in a 1800s NH farmhouse, infested with spiders, but no black widows, thankfully ... the NH climate is far too cold, even in the summer. And yet, surprisingly enough, this winter, the spiders have been nowhere to be seen. Last winter, they seemed to invade the inside of this farmhouse to no end, but this winter, the spiders seem to have buried themselves even further into the walls or underneath the structure. What do the spiders know that is coming, that we either don't know, or choose not to know?

I was bitten by a spider once, thankfully not poisonous. I was trying to be benevolent and gently pick it up from one of my walls and place it back outside. It bite me almost immediately, so I had to kill it. One less spider in this world; millions remain.

At least these are my thoughts, upon reading your dream, or the fact the image God chose for you to have in the dream, was one of a black widow. How very curious and interesting.

[still]

NH, thank you. yes, though I live far north now, I lived in TX, OK, CO for many years and am far too familiar with black widows. thanks for posting this and making me think of this dream in a different Light

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more details...

when we were running on foot, it was like a desert area. there were camels in handmade pens and different animals in shabby shacks. we ran through these and there was a stable that, when we were inside it, the man sent the super-intelligent robot flying bugs in to find us. the stable was like a labyrinth, a maze of long straw and dirt-floored dustiness.

the suit that I wore was white with lavender accents. unlike the movie character who wears black. when I first arrived in the fortress (I was "beamed up" there like star trek) I was watching myself like I was floating above myself - out of body. I went back into my body at the point the chameleon caught me.

I never saw the "secret thing". I have no idea what it was. I flew out of the pod and flew around in the darkness looking for it. I watched the pod in the air and hoped the people in there were safe until I got back to them. I thought it was being flown remotely somehow, it should've fallen by now. I flew back to the pod before the scene change to the desert farm. but I don't know if I managed to somehow land the pod. but some of the people with me at the farm were also with me in the pod.

the conference room scene was weird, how I squatted down like I was pretending to sit in a chair. I thought that at just the right moment before impacting the ground I could somehow jump up from the floor and survive the impact? In my mind I pictured myself holding onto the chair in front of me with my hands and holding my entire body out parallel to the ground like gymnasts do. I was very upset with the other captive who spoke up and told the Asian guy that I didn't have a chair. how was I supposed to help them if I was not only handcuffed but cuffed to the chair. and why was my chair different from the other captives?

[ThePaladin]

Every time I see the title, I start hearing Stevie Nicks singing "Gold Dust Woman" :

Ooh, pale shadow of a woman,
Black widow,
Pale shadow of a dragon,
Dust woman.

Ooh, pale shadow of a woman,
Black widow,
Ooh, pale shadow, she's a dragon,
Gold dust woman

Why? I have no idea. It has nothing to do with the imagery in the dream, but even as I'm typing this, I'm hearing Stevie belting out those lyrics.

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I'm shortening this.  it was like a novella.  later I can type up the rest and add.

I was the super hero black widow sent on a mission to a flying fortress to catch a bad guy.  when I was at the fortress it was very high tech.  I fought a robot security thing that moved like a Dalek.  I was captured by a man who blended into his surroundings like a chameleon.  he took me to the bad guy I was after.  the bad guy was Asian and reminded me of the north Korean leader.

he took me and about 8 other captives into what was like a conference room.  but then the floor of the conference room separated and it was like a pod that was free falling to the ground.  just before it hit the ground it began to fly around the sky like some sort of untracked roller coaster.  this gave me time to get loose of the ropes or cuffs holding my hands.  

I escaped out of the pod.  my suit allowed me to fly.  I flew down to a secret location and picked up something.  then I went back and got the people off the pod.  then a couple of people, I think they had been on the pod with me, joined me in trying to get away from the bad guy, who now wanted this thing I had secretly picked up.

he was able to send insect robots after us and diseases.  we got sick, but many thousands of people died.  we were running and had fevers.  we were taking off some clothing because we were burning up but we didn't stop.

Info on Black Widow, the superhero: http://marvel.com/characters/6/black_widow

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thanks DLP! wow!!!

and that's one of my all time fave songs...wow

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that song totally fits the dream. it should be Black Widow's theme.

now to try and figure out why I was her in this dream. it's strange because obviously the "Kim yong-Il" character is the bad guy, and Black Widow is the hero, but the Black Widow is no "good guy". She represents something like a righteous murderer, like Dexter if you've ever seen that. The perfect assassin that you don't see coming until that bite. She is the chameleon as much as the "man in the chameleon suit". ugh...this dream is saying so many things and I cant put my finger on what any of them are, exactly.

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and then maybe it was nothing but a warning about Kim yung-Il about to go nuclear...

[ThePaladin]

One thought popped into my awareness as I read your post: We have to stop thinking in terms of "good" or "evil." Those are nothing more than labels, they're subjective according to one's point of view, and they are limiting us. Keeping us chained to ways of thinking that cause us to be blinded to what is.

We are conditioned to think in ways that are accepted by the rest of the herd that comprises our society. We must step out of the tiny box of accepted thought and begin thinking and seeing as all truly is, not as seen through the distorting filters of our conditioning.

Yeah, I know it's harder to put that into practice than it is to write about it.

[twiceblessed9]

DLP. I wonder if a recent message my oldest recently got regarding the state of the world around new year 2016. That "all things are connected", "blended" and "there is light in all things" and "in dark you can see light". The image she was given was of a tree, with the dark trunk still showing shades of lighter colors on parts of it. The light filtering in the tops of the leaves down though the darker branches. The words were also given to her.