dreamed the word and saw the definition: subjugate - force into submission; bring somebody, especially a nation, under control of another, e.g. by military or force

was at my parents actual house. we were doing something in the house I don't remember. went outside. there was a volcano exploding but I basically ignored it. the ground was wet but it was night now so my mom and I went to sleep on the ground. I woke up before morning. the moon was bright. there was a tiny little bear the size of a mouse I was playing with in the snow. I covered him in the snow a minute. I looked at the little pile a minute and thought "he should've wiggle out by now." then I was worried I had smothered him. I quickly dug him out and he was on his back. I thought about how to do compressions on him but he slowly began to breathe. I thought about the snow then. this snow is not cold. and it doesn't stick together. I thought "its dehydrated snow". I tasted it. even though I thought to myself never eat snow that has been on the ground this long. but it tasted like sand. I know it was volcanic but my dreaming me didn't. then I was still partly asleep but I got up and walked around to the back of the house - I was wearing an amber colored tshirt and underwear - and I laid my left index finger on the side of my nose so I could hearth to dalaran like in my video game. it wasn't working so I tried the right index finger - didn't work. then I thought "oh yeah I have to be logged in to the game and actually have my cartoon me lay her finger on the side of her nose for it to work. so I went inside the house. when I opened the door I was looking around for slenderman because hes always lurking around to kill you and hes sometimes in my dreams. theres a bathroom right inside the door and I tried to open it but my dad was in there. I said oops sorry. he came out a minute later and said "wheres mom?" I said "still sleeping".
next scene my mom and I are in this little blow up kiddie pool. its about 12 feet diameter and about 12 inches deep. its royal blue. theres a ladder to get in. and a rubber duck. I said "wouldn't it be awesome if this was as big as the lot?" suddenly there were some kids in the pool. a brother and sister were sitting right in the middle. they had brought a pet great white shark about 2 feet long. I kept an eye on it. at first it was eating something. when I looked to see what it was eating it was a banana. I thought that's odd. when it was done eating it would just lay there but kept turning to look at the kids. when it would look at a kid I would stomp and make myself look big so it would focus on me. after a few times doing this I noticed it had a face like a lynx. I thought hmmm strange I didnt notice that before. it changed before my eyes into a sort of cat-faced poodle and came up for air. I asked the kids what kind of dog it was. I was worried about it playing with the kids because I didn't know what it really was and the kids it belonged to - I didn't know them and they seemed not to want to be part of the group. they were hiding something. they never moved out of the middle of the pool.

I was at a mall alone. I had only sock feet, no shoes. I was running in to get something real fast. there were Christmas decorations. I suddenly sensed something wasn't right. something was telling me to leave - FAST. I was thinking "which way? which way is the fastes?" I was trying to walk fast and not draw attention to myself. my socks were making me slide all over so I took them off. then I saw an exit and there was security personnel at the door. then automatic doors started closing. I ran to get through. I got through the first one but then there was another. I was stuck in an atrium area with a few other people. 2 guys started shooting st us. we all started running. their guns had little missiles. I hid behind a pillar for a second. a guy came running around the pillar and said "RUN!!" so I did. we ran and I was narrowly missed a few times. somehow I got outside. there were people trapped out here too. it was very cold. there was black slushy snow on the ground. there were little clusters of people here ans there. I was walking toward the exit of the parking lot. there was a place where guards were gathered. like an awning over some tablesand benches. I went in there. I started to talk to one of the guards. trying to talk him into letting me out. the other guards were mocking me. there were some guards who were giants - like 13 feet tall. 2 women I saw were at leat 9 feet tall. something was weird about their teeth. I was looking right up into their mouths whenshe was talking to another. she had red hair in a ponytail. they wanted to kill me but the little guy told me to go back in with the other people. this is when I noticed the snow. I started walking toward a small group. as I got closer I could hear one of the women praying to Jesus so I said "im just going here by you". then 3 of us sat there praying.

I am in the back of a truck watching a street scene unfolding before my eyes. I see light brown lawn bags of pure leaf drugs like cocoa leaves (cocaine) and marijuana, opium buds lining the curbs for the police to collect.
I look around for bright orange uniforms of inmates that usually so the scutt work for the correctional corporate system but only see uniformed cops picking up the bags. They are not in SWAT gear, just usual script.
These are thrown into their personal trucks not government issued ones. This is done in the darkness of night, no fuss and the police personnel doing this seemed orderly about it.
I go back to my apartment to think this over as I am not sure what to do about the information. qho do I report this to?
I am uneasy as there is no one around I can trust and am not sure if I was seen watching the whole activity.
I am now holding a shotgun in my hands. its balanced on the window sill waiting for the police who are going door to door to round up potential perps much like they did for the Boston Bombing suspects, and I know I am innocent, yet I am a witness to the real crime.
I see them coming up my steps so get the trigger cocked actually it is a pump action. One of the cops hears the cock of the pump and freezes in his tracks. "She's up here! Let's get her"
I don't shoot as I know this is suicide. They have nano drones, gas pellets, and SWAT gear now.

I go into the living room to prepare to surrender to stay alive even though that rails against all my instincts and I see my ex husband sitting calmly in a chair wondering what I am doing.
I tell him the cops are coming to round us all up.
He tells me "Nonsense, they are kind and polite they won't hurt a soul."
I tell him , " Bullshit! Read the news, look at history. that speaks volumes about their intentions."
His reply is, " Its over, time is up. We are the meek. This is all a facade. You will see who these guys are for real; they aren't what you think. Get rid of the past filters. think out of the box".
I realizes a this admonition that I would never choose to live in an apartment in a city at this stage so why I am there was to be witness to something. I also would not be there with my ex although we are still friends, so I know he is a metaphor for the past as the shotgun belonged to him. That is a symbol for anger, revenge, harm.
We've all evolved since then.

This is the first actual dream beyond snippets I've had in along time. Therefore the firewall may be deactivated in my dream state.

Beyond personal reasons, the dream symbols felt like a major change is upon the planet. Its what we've all been waiting for-
Where is the money-wealth that derives from selling all those drug plants going? Is it laundered or is it distributed to the masses and is that why it is under the 'cover' of darkness- so the greedy cannot see they are the ones being robbed- like Robin Hood, Rich to poor.

there were Christians chained to things like cattle gates. the cattle gates had been rigged with a blade gadget that bolted to the top rail of the gait. the executioner would ask the Christian a question. they are chained so that they are on their knees in their undergarments. when the question is answered the executioner releases the blade. its not a sharp blade - it brutally knocks their heads off.

im test driving a car. the salesman is currently driving. we stop at a gas station for a drink. he goes in. I make sure hes not watching and I leave. I don't get in the drivers seat I somehow drive from the passengers seat for a couple blocks. then I get to an empty field and I adjust the seats a little and I start to drive away. but I think "this is silly. why don't I get into the drivers seat". so I do and I adjust the seats some more and turn on the radio. then I wait for the traffic so I can get back on the road.
next scene I drive to this house that is no ones I know in reality but I have seen in other dreams. while im driving I stop at a gas station. I go inside looking for something. I saw some donuts but not the kind I like. so I was looking into a storage area to see if there were anymore there. there were other people in the store and the worker was helping them, but she saw me me looking and said "theres more donuts over here". but I had looked there too so I said " I don't see the kind I like. I like the regular glazed ones". so anyway I drive up to the house. this time its my parents house. I go inside. its getting pretty dark outside. I look for people and call out "hello?" my daughter comes. this house my parents don't own. they are renting it but the owners left stuff in it. we are looking in the cabinets for juice. I see theres a whole shelf around the sink area that's full of medicines. some are my parents but some belong to the homeowner. theres signs that the owner ran a day care in the house before. theres pop tarts in little pouches taped to one shelf door with the names taped on them of the children they belonged to. looking for juice I find a spray bottle with Gatorade. and I think "well that's better than nothing. we can drink it at some point." then I find a 25 pound BAG of honey. its a plastic bag like a bag of rice except its honey. I pointed it out to my daughter. I called out to my dad "this is a kinda cute house. do you like it"? he didn't answer but I knew he didn't care. then I went looking for a cup and noticed all the dirty cups and commented about all those dirty cups all over the counter but if you leave a cup anywhere else in the house its the end of the world - meaning my mom will be 10 kinds of pissed off at you for it. then my aunt was there. she wanted a chair. my dad says "theres one of those big blue ones in the basement. you want one of those?" my aunt says yes and I say I will help you. so we go to the basement. the basement is weird, creepy, dusty old wood-like and old barn. theres a door that leads outside - like straight out - day light is coming in. at first I don't see any blue chairs. then I see a broken blue chair like those plastic stackable ones that schools use. I ask my aunt if its one of those. then theres a bunch of dog, puppies and kittens that are wanting outside through the door. the door has a very strange lock and the keys are on a little ring hanging right there. one of the mom dogs - like a black poodle mix that looks really matted and uncared for - growls a lot. she has an extra leg. I open the door so they can all go out. my aunt went on looking in the huge basement. I mess with the kittens a little but then im trying to re-lock the door and I cant find the right key. I asked my aunt what kinda chair we are looking for - like a lazy boy or something? while messing with the lock. she comes back with a huge blue chair that's somehow folded up like a suitcase. im fiddling with he keys and someone says "its that one".
new scene: I hear something about the sands of the seashore and then something about a new song.

Just a thought.

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I was a cop. my partner and I were in my ford excursion. he was driving it. we got to a house. apparently someone lived there that knew something about an investigation we were working on. I got out of the truck. now I am observing the action. I watch myself go into the house, but I am actually in the middle row of seats right behind the console of my truck, watching my partner who is still in the drivers seat. he opens my glove box and I know he is looking for personal info on me. he thinks that I am not who I say I am. he cant find anything then he finds a pair of glasses wrapped in the doctors paperwork from when I got them. now I suddenly realize that I have just killed a man inside the house and I am coming back to my truck. but I am sneaking out to my truck because I know that my partner is looking for info in my car. I sneak up to my truck and the me that's in the truck communicates to me sneaking that my partner found the glases. the sneaking me sees my partner reading the prescription with my husbands insurance info on it. the glasses actually belong to my hubby but I know my partner will look up the info and find out my real identity. the sneaking me taps on the window and my partner shuffles everything back into the glovebox before rolling down the window. when he rolls it down I instantly shoot him in the neck and he is dead. I got him out of the car and walk him into the house and and lay him down by the dead witness and rig the scene to look like the 2 had a shoot out and both died. I called the department and told the my story. 2 more cops were dispatched to the scene. as I was driving away I thought "wow no blood on my seat" and then I thought "oh yeah I had put a towel around his neck before I shot him. so im driving away very slowly and its dark. the neighborhood has very small streets. my lights are off. I don't want to be seen. I drive past a house where Christmas lights are laying on the street - where people park in front of their houses - the lights are on. I think to myself "they mustve just decide to finish tomorrow but left them on so no one would run over them". then I get to an intersection of a larger street. and I see in my mirrors shadows approaching me. not people, just humanoid shaped shadows. I think "stay calm. just keep driving like you don't see them". I get halfway thru the intersection and look in my side mirror and they turn around and come after me. now I am a suddenly on my horse. the shadows run up to him but I keep pretending I don't see them. my horse doesn't see them. the shadows go away and I notice I am standing on the right side stirrup - my whole body is on the right side of my horse standing in the right stirrup. I lean across and pat his neck and tell him good boy and I think "I should get back in the saddle now but if I do he will spook, but if I get down to go around and get back on the other way the shadows will come back."

I was swimming in a lake or bay. there was a large bridge above me. my ex was also swimming. there was a small boat. his now ex-wife was on shore but he was swimming towards me. we were all wearing clothes like we had been in the boat and fallen out.

next scene I was hired by 2 guys to remodel a large room. add closets and redecorate. the rooms were oddly shaped and adding the closets was complicated.

went to miley cyrus concert. after a song I didn't know I went behind the stage. I just walked back there like I belonged. she was walking off stage. a piece had come off her headset. everyone was looking for it. I found it and gave it to the tech. then I was everyones friend. miley came out and sat in a chair that looked like it was made especially for her to sit in when fans were around her. it had plexiglass shields to keep people from getting to close. I went over to her. I thought I was going to tell her how repulsive her behavior has been, but I just leaned real close and told her how sweet and lovely she is. that she needs to relax and lot let everyone drive her so hard and make her do ugly things. she started to cry and say how exhausted she is. I said you have to stop. she hugged me. I thought how soft her skin is and that she is just a baby. and her reaction was just like a baby. she hugged me and said I smell like her mom. I said "of course I do" and smiled. I said sweetie, you are loved. she said I love you, and I said I love you too. God loves you. then I went back out to my seat.