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08-08-2016, 01:43 PM
I am moving my stuff out of my apartment and a shadow man follows me, I am not afraid of the shadow man, he has always been with me.
There is a film crew like a reality TV crew, also following me.
I keep seeing people that I have helped such as my ex and his sister, or other people inside of their homes happy. I keep looking for a place for myself, and i walk by and I look into the windows of the apartments to find people i know all happy.
I get this very distinct feeling of sadness, like something isn't quite complete.
I am always on the outside of the window, looking in.
I hear my guide as I am waking up, Forbidden Physics... look again at the orbs.
NOTE: I am always on the outside of the window, looking in. This is a metaphor for feeling alone.
NOTE: When my guide first showed me the orbs, I was alone. "Single" and "Homeless". I was searching for something. I once again feel like I did back then. I believe the message that my guide is tell me is that I am now back to the original path that i was meant to be on, but also meant to make different choices... so my life would be different. When i realized this upon waking it made me cry. Not for getting off track, because i do not feel like i wasted any time, but because i have a deeper understanding of things.
While I am at peace with my new situation, i am not happy about it, but the path that i must follow is not an easy one, but it will be a lot easier to do alone.
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There is a film crew like a reality TV crew, also following me.
I keep seeing people that I have helped such as my ex and his sister, or other people inside of their homes happy. I keep looking for a place for myself, and i walk by and I look into the windows of the apartments to find people i know all happy.
I get this very distinct feeling of sadness, like something isn't quite complete.
I am always on the outside of the window, looking in.
I hear my guide as I am waking up, Forbidden Physics... look again at the orbs.
NOTE: I am always on the outside of the window, looking in. This is a metaphor for feeling alone.
NOTE: When my guide first showed me the orbs, I was alone. "Single" and "Homeless". I was searching for something. I once again feel like I did back then. I believe the message that my guide is tell me is that I am now back to the original path that i was meant to be on, but also meant to make different choices... so my life would be different. When i realized this upon waking it made me cry. Not for getting off track, because i do not feel like i wasted any time, but because i have a deeper understanding of things.
While I am at peace with my new situation, i am not happy about it, but the path that i must follow is not an easy one, but it will be a lot easier to do alone.