Last night showed me some long involved dreaming. Uterus is one of the scenes:

I was outside at night in a suburban neighborhood walking down the middle of the street with a few other people. All on different paths I think, looking for portals.(doors) There are no cars, no other people, just dark houses and street lights.

I spot an open door with light shining out. I could see the entry hallway and the light was the fixture just inside. I approached the house and someone behind me said "Don't go in there. There is something going on."

At this point I am maybe ten feet away and getting a very bad feeling. The house is not a portal, its a trap of sorts. I can see two or three people, wrapped in sheets, sitting up against the wall in the entry hall. One right in front of the door. They are different sizes, and shaking from fear, knees to chest like eggs. Bait.

The evil waits, unseen just inside. If I go in, things will get had, the people will die and I will be trapped or dead. The evil is a spirit, but it too is kept in the house and cannot come out.

I back away and move on, presumably to find a portal. I don't remember, but my dreams kept point and going with no more evil, but a little sepia toned, tinted in bad.

The first time I had this dream I was 8 years old. I woke up screaming and crying terrified at the meaning. Every 6 to 12 months I had the same dream with, what I call, bonus scenes. This year saw the biggest extras exposed.

The world is black. There is no color. There are no cars and no people. I am walking around by myself breathing heavy. I can feel sweat running down my face. I come upon this v shaped object and approached it...then I woke up. I only saw this far into this dream for 25 years. Last year as I approached the v shaped object I saw my reflection. I was wearing a gun metal colored suit, two guns crossed in an x on my front, a weight belt filled with knives and grenades. I stopped and looked myself over a bit more and then I woke up.

This year my dream took another turn. I made it to the v shape and walked closer...I had a mask on and the visor was tinted. I was able to open the visor. There was a loud suction noise as the visor opened. It was so bright and orange. It took a while for my eyes to adjust because of the brightness. I realized I couldn't breath and closed my visor. I turned to the side and saw tubes running from a large device on my back to the side of my helmet. Then I woke up.

The first was after I had awakened early and went back to sleep.
I dreamt I was in a large 25 or more story building. It was white and there were people, almost appeared to be children crawling out of the windows trying to get out. I was feeling fearful and seen one person drop from the building and I woke up.
The second was after breakfast my husband asked to lay down for a nap with him before he went to work. It wasn't that long after we had been awake. Maybe 4 hours later. I didn't think I would be able to fall back to sleep but I did.
I dreamt I was on a highway where the bridge had already collapsed. I could see from my car windshield the traffic sliding down towards me from the other part of the bridge ahead of me. There were to semi tractor trailors sliding and starting to spin out of control. My thoughts were to watch carefully so I can move in the opposite direction as the possibly fall on top or in front of me. It felt like a movie and very real. Then suddenly I felt as if I was home and I could see smoke filling up the room. I began to feel myself panic and I woke up to find there were no smoke.
I haven't had dreams like this in awhile. The sense to share seemed important. I would like to share a few others that happened in May and July of this year, perhaps another time.

The last time I saw the orange was my vision of a volcano and deep in the volcano I could see the orange color which was very intense coming from within the earth. The orange from the night of Nov, 8, 2011 was not from within the earth but was part of a grid or matrix of energy.

Nov 8, 2011 A.M.
A large sphere made of an intense glowing orange color came floating towards me. Within it I could see perfect squares or cubes as if looking at a matrix of perfect equidistant squares. The last time I saw this color it was coming from the center of volcano shaped tube that also looked like nuclear reactors cooling towers. This vision was prior to the Japanese Earthquake and tsunami March 11, 2011.

Before I begin my dream description, I would like to mention that I meditated before I went to sleep for the evening as I feel it may have had something to do with the unusual dream that followed. While my goal with the medition was clarity regarding some decisions raising my children (whether or not to expatriate, etc.), I think I may hve touched on something much deeoper in my subconcious.
My recolection of the dream begins rather near its end. I am walking through an unkown mall (weird in itself as I don't usually go to the mall unless I absolutely can't avoid it). With me is a companion with no discernable identity as the dream is in first person and I am focused only on the scene in front of me. After some time walking in this mall in limbo, I come upon an opening to my right. It is smaller than a normal store in the mall and, aside from the austere, concrete like walls, resembles the small tiendas one might find in a Mexican border town.
I enter the shop with a recolection that I used to work here (apparently only in a dream, the entire scene was alien to me in relation to RL). I approach a large door at the rear of the room with same austere appearance as everything else. Looking at the door I remember that the closet/room behind it was haunted. As I turn to leave and continue my jaunt through the mall I think twice and turn back around. I am a level II Reiki practitioner and feel I can help to relieve this spirit/negative energy.
For some reason unbeknownst to me, I don't open the door but place my hands upon it. I surround myself with protective blue tunnel of universal energy I envision when channeling and procede to direct the Reiki energy into, and through, the door. As this happens, a vibration begins...whatever is trapped in this room does not want to be removed but I know that, for some reason, it needs to be. I continue channeling Reiki and the vibration inceases. In a matter of seconds it is incomparable to anything I have ever felt in real life (the closest I can come to is a jackhammer), the vibration is shaking my very mind and soul. I continue on my mission teeling myself I am strong, a being of light and nothing can stop me but the vibration soon becomes too much. During this time the room has turned completely black and, as I remove my hands from the door I turn around to find myself in completely black void. Floor. ceiling and walls all dissapeared. My mysery companion is gone as well. I think to myself, "uh-oh was this battle too much for me?", and then I awake.
Just recalling this experience sends chills through my body. I have had many unusual dreams, some of which were blow by blow views of future events, other completely lucid...even an acid dream back in my partying days but nothing quite like this. I personally believe I came upon an old subconsious (perhaps even pre or past life) block. Or, if one is more conspiratorily minded, a negative 4d/reptilian implant. Whatever it is is deeply ingrained in at least my body computer and does not to be removed. I will be attempting to return to this place in dreams/medition in order to attempt to discover the meaning behind this experience

Nov 4, 2011 A.M.

I was observing a sphere comprised of twelve equal sections which was spinning counter clockwise. Within that sphere was a single sphere moving independently on it's own. The smaller sphere was about 5 percent the size of the larger sphere.

Nov 3, 2011 A.M.

I was in a building full of people like a dormitory it was dark inside. There was much confusion emotionally with everyone and lots of movement back and forth. Anger, love, leaving and coming back again. A screen came on and a man who did not look totally human with golden hair and a very angular face was reporting something. I could see in the background there was a red color and chaos in the background with movement that I could not understand. He was looking at me and reading something which I had a hard time deciphering and understanding. He was very intent and looking right into my eyes. All of a sudden I could see a skull of purple light floating in front of me and understood that the next evolution would be the awakening of the human race and that we are connected to 12 sections of beings.

Oct 31, 2011 A.M.

I was standing in a void and walked toward a spiral shaped form. I looked at my feet and I could see we are three steps away from a doorway which was closed. I looked upward and could see many, many doorways thousands of them all moving upwards.
Spiraling upward from the first doorway as if it were connected to a spiral staircase or an aspect of DNA. We are about to enter a new period.

So at first I was in a building of some kind. I think some of my kids were with me. Pretty sure my eldest was there. Seem like a school atmosphere, very modern looking. Not at all like his real early 1900's school. These two latin or hispanic women were there. A mother an older aged daughter. The daughter was a total snob and was saying all these horrible conseted rude things. I have no memory of what they were. I just smiled and shock my head and said Karma s a real B. She looked at me totally clueless to what Karma was. We left the building and the woman was still talking rudely and they got in a black car. While on the sidewalk I was looking up into a clouded sky were a very tiny portion was glowing orange and flickerig. I wanted to ask the woman to look and see but after her horrid behavior I thought beter not to. After a bit as I walked down the street I saw a big gray shadow in the sky. By now the woman were gone and replaced by some construction workers building a house along the sidewalk I was walking down. I pointed it out to them and one of the men came to see. The LARGE object kept fading in and out behind trees and cluds. It was very hazy fr the longest time. But just as it was about to move to far out of view it became 100% visible. We were all floored. Even I at this point was having my doubts because it was really so hazy and heard to define. Then the object came down to the street a couple blocks away. When it landed it turned into a car. We freaked out and ran inside the house they were building. For some reason we believed the thing was coming for us. I hid in a basement window dig out and put a blanket over my head. Then I awoke. I was pretty scared...which isn't really like me.. I wasn't even thinking about my kids....so not like me....I was a total chicken.....so not like me. I didn't like that feeling baout myself.