I returned home from visiting my sister at the hospital. She was in intensive care and the doctors did not know what was wrong with her. I got home about 10 pm and literally fell into bed. I had spent the whole day with her. I fell asleep and I was aware that I was in the lucid dream state. I was awake, but sleeping and my sister Laura was with me, I kept saying her name, over and over, a spongy yellow mass was all around us, and as we went through it, it became harder to breathe, but my sister was oblivious to it, and I realized we were in fact crossing over, my mother who had passed away back in 1991 was there waiting....Laura let go when she seen her. I felt anger immediately, but it didn't matter what I wanted, I was inconsolable, my mother looked at me and yelled my name, I heard it in my inner ear, my dog heard it too, and jumped off my bed, and ran like a mad hound around the house. I realized I made my mother angry, I should not have been there, but I was. I cross over often and can stay for longer and longer periods in the bardo state, but during this particular journey I experienced some high strangeness, I knew the clock had stopped, or that time did not exist at that moment. The yellow foam that was all around the periphery of my vision was very thick, thicker than I can ever remember it. I followed my sister into the bardo state, hoping to stop her. But it was her will, and she knew she was home when she seen my mother. I witnessed my sister's joy in real sorrow, but I didn't need the mocking bird to tell me she made it to heaven. So she died at 1:53 on June 9, 2011, and I watched as she let go.
At her funeral repast on June 11, my brother and sister decided to place bets on the Belmont. They love to go to the horse races, and my sister loved it to. In fact the last time she had bet, she bet on a 99 to 1 odds horse called Yaba Daba doo. And she won. So they decided to play a bet for laura and played her house number 352 they bet a buck. They won 4100 dollars. This was pure serendipity, this was Laura saying she made it to heaven ok and anything is possible. Laura Kimball, I didn't mean to disrupt your journey, and Mom don't be mad at me, send me a sign.

I practice meditation and many nights when I mediate I have very lucid dreams. I was in a car and I was driving near a cemetary and I stopped the car and got out, and crossed a very small bridge, with a very small stream, in fact it was like a miniature golf course, and I went to the head stones and was searching for something, My grandmother who had passed over in 1982 was waiting for me and she was very excited, in fact she was pushing me along until we were deep in the cemetary, and she brought me to this headstone, and there was a skeleton in a coffin, and I stood and watched as life was embued upon it. Not like flesh and bone, but he rose up out of the grave and I was surprised because he was now alive just the way I was. My grandmother told me that the ressurection has begun, it has begun among the dead first. And many are now rising up out of the black hole that has held them. This is not reincarnation, this is the ressurection. There is a difference. It won't be long before the living become aware of the ressurection of the dead. It's sooner than we think.

Dreamt last night of crash in Pearland & immediately awoke at 626am

Tsunami Hitting The East Coast Of The U.S. Reaching Around 1000 Ft High Traveling 2000 MPH

6/20/2011 11:40 p.m. I saw a golden sphere floating and on its left side was a gigantic glowing golden eagle flying and both were flying towards me. It was so bright and beautiful it woke me up.

6/21/2011 5:59 a.m. I was walking in a facility and there were many people. I came in contact with men and women whom were very tall and had a golden tanned color to them. They knew me well and we were all very close and it felt very loving. They all spoke to me separately, I felt as if I knew them. We were all walking as a group down very large corridors filled with people. We were all walking in the same direction through the crowd that was moving in many directions. One woman in particular leaned over to talk to me and put her arm over my shoulders as we walked. She was very tall and of a golden brown tanned color with curly short dark hair. She was quite attractive and androgynous looking. There were many large hall ways filled with people. I continued walking and came upon smaller and darker hallways, which I then entered that were also filled with people. In the center of these hallways were tables running the whole length of the corridors and people were packed on both sides moving in many directions. On the tables were luggage and everything that a human uses in life. The tables were packed, it was as if I were at the largest flea market in the world. With large areas of like items piled together. There were tunnels everywhere branching out like a dandelion. I decided to fly above the crowd and continue forward towards the light. I came to the end of the tunnel and I was outside and it was intensely bright and sunny. There were people everywhere participating in activities. I started running fast through the crowds and almost crossed over the lines of a children's game, I loudly apologized while laughing at the same time and kept running. I looked up and it was very bright, brighter than the sun with very green grass everywhere. People were having fun and were very happy with festivities. It was like a family day everywhere. It was as if we were in a gigantic stadium covered by a very bright light. I could see other doorways surrounding us on the perimeter. I ran towards one of the doorways and entered it and woke up.

6/10/2011 4:25 a.m. There were thousands of circles or spheres everywhere I could see. In the circles there were twelve equidistant segments as if looking at a clock. There was an energy moving from segment to segment in a clockwise fashion. This was happening in all of the circles or spheres simultaneously. It was if you were looking up or down a spiral staircase or perfect strands of DNA.6/15/2011 6:15 a.m. I could see a shape that looked like a vesica turned sideways or an eye. Energy started moving from top to bottom rapidly. As it moved it started to expand the shape from a vesicle into a perfect sphere. As it did this it was as if it were reaching a point of stasis or steady oscillation. I could not only see the resonance but could hear it and feel it as it was becoming solid.6/19/2011 4:30 a.m. I could see a sphere floating in front of me. The sphere or circle consisted of four equal parts as if it was quartered. The left and right quarters was a solid energy. The top and bottom quarters were of the same energy. The energy of the top and bottom quarters was originating from the center of the sphere and moving outwards with equidistant radiating lines.

As usual, most of the dream remains obscured by my lack of rememberance. I only recall being in SoCal on some kind of business and tripping around between the hotel and the convention center. The vivid part picks up here.
At some point there was arush to get out of town. We made it to the airport and boarded an MD 80 and took off quickly. As we were leaving we passed directly over the port of Long Beach. The pilot decided to take several tight turns circling around 3 times before moving on to our destination. I could see out the window which was pointed down at the water due to the turns. The scene below was part of the reason we were leaving so quickly. Ships were on fire and exploding, buildings too. It wasn't complete destruction, but it looked instead as if each thing that exploded was targeted. The explosions were not very large but were well "placed". The control towers on the ships were targets, but the explosions only blew out bits of material without much smoke or fire.
I didn't feel any fear, only the desire for the pilot to straighten out and fly us the heck out of there.

Lincoln, NE 6am
It took forever to fall asleep. I woke to the alarm going off in the bathroom (the clock ticks too loud to have close it to me). I jumped up, ran into the bathroom and turned the alarm off. Splashed cold water in my face several times, put the coffee on, fed the 4 leggeds, got on my laptop and read a few e-mails. All of this took about 20 minutes. The alarm went off. What? I went into the bathroom and the clock said 6am, the time my alarm is set to go off. The stove showed 6am as did the microwave and my computer. I was stunned. I know I didn't dream this, did I?

This dream disturbed me. I rarely dream about public figures but when I do, it seems significant. My dreams often come true, although not always literally.
Before I woke up on Sunday, June 19, I dreamt that I was a teacher in a public school. In waking life I am a part-time adult education instructor so that didn't seem weird. There was a female teacher with me in the classroom but the kids hadn't arrived yet. President Obama came into the classroom. He was talking the way politicians do, saying a lot of things that sounded good but which we have come to expect and ignore. He was talking with the female teacher but I was very close when I heard him say, "Nuclear war is coming to America." He went on to say other things and that phrase was uttered as though he was saying "We have to be prepared for the possibility of nuclear war by taking appropriate steps [insert typical politician pablum]." My mind zeroed in on those words. I took the teacher by the arm, leading her away a short distance, and said, "Did you hear what he said? Did he say, 'Nuclear war IS coming to America?'" She said, "Yes, that's what he said." I had the strong feeling that he was saying that intentionally to reveal to anyone paying attention that he knew that America would be attacked by nuclear weapons. I sat down to wait for the class to begin. The President did the same. I thought of going over to him (he was just sitting by himself) to ask him what his position was on whether or not food producers should be allowed to label their foods as being non-genetically modified but I decided that it would be better to not draw any attention to myself. I woke up after that.