Dream intention: important news event in May

I dreamed I was not working and I applied for a loan to the U.S. government.
The paperwork was very simple, just 1 sheet. I applied for a $1 million dollar loan
and received it shortly thereafter.

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Okay, I can only remember a tiny bit of this dream, but it is enough to make me want to hurt someone. (You'll see why.)

So, in this dream, I was apparently dating a friend of mine. (I don't know what is up with all of these dating dreams, but they need to stop!) He's soldier who is currently active in Afghanistan. In the dream he had come back to the US and asked me out. I guess I didn't think it could hurt to go on a date, so I agreed to go out with him on a trip to somewhere. Anyway, we were in a big hotel or something and getting situated in the room and of course there are four kids running around and its chaotic, so he asks me to go out and do something. I can't remember what it was, but it seemed like it was just some sort of busy work and I thought it might just be to give me a break from the kids. Anyway, after I had left the room and made it halfway down the hall of this place, I got a terrible chill and felt like something was just SO wrong, so I turned around and ran back to the room. When I opened the door, to my horror there were three other men in this room. HUGE men, very tall and muscular. And one of my middle sons was naked and being instructed to dance. I ran over to him and pulled of my shirt to cover him up. One of the men there, the ringleader I think, was holding Lily. She had clothes on, thank God.

The man holding her was just freaking huge. He was probably 6'5" or taller, had just HUGE muscles... the kind with veins all popping out everywhere, he had very light blonde hair and a military haircut. A very strait emotionless face. I told him to give me my daughter, and he acted as if he did not hear me. I happened to have a knife in my cleavage, so I bust that sucker out and put it against his throat, then told him again, very slowly, that he had better give me my daughter back, because if he did not, I was going to make it my life's mission to kill him and his friends and all the muscles in the world would not save him from me. With a disgusted face, he handed me my daughter. I held her tight and looked to see my other two sons crouched in the corner of the room scared to death.  I asked my oldest son if that man had touched my daughter in her private place, and he said that he had. So I looked at that man and growled at him that he had better run, because I was going to kill him. I did not even think to call the police, I was going to just flat out kill him in that dream. I was going to do it the very moment I found a safe place for my children. I think the men knew this. The other two men were also very huge. They had darker hair and were also very muscular. They seemed to be more scared of me than the blonde man. I realized in the dream that compared to the men, I had a much smaller frame and was much shorter at about 5'6", and not nearly as strong... they might be able to whoop me... but that didn't matter to me. I was sure I could take them down with me. I was a force to be reckoned with. Oh yes, I was going to destroy their world.

When those three men left, I gathered all of the children and inspected them head to toe. No one seemed seriously physically injured, but they were all scared to death... then that man I was supposed to be dating came around and put his hands on my shoulders gently from behind. I turned to face him, still holding that knife and asked him why he was still there and wasn't running. He SAID he was just an innocent bystander in all of this... but I felt like he had only dated me because he wanted to victimize my children. I felt like those other three men were friends of his and this was all planned. But I didn't call him out on this, yet. I might need to use him to find those men again later. I think he knew I was plotting and so he started acting cute, trying to joke with me and make things seem okay or like it was no big deal. Give me a false sense of security or something. It wasn't working. I glared at him to let him know I wasn't buying into it, so he grabbed me around the waist and pulled me on top of him on the bed in the room. Suddenly I saw that he was wearing something on his head. It looked like he had women's pantyhose over his head. Thick, GREEN women's pantyhose. I was furious he had pulled me down on top of him like that and I was squirming to get away and also very confused about those pantyhose on his face. He lifted his head from the bed while holding me tight against him and gently put his lips against mine as if he were trying to kiss me... through those pantyhose. His lips were very cold and wet. It was like putting my lips against melting ice. Like kissing a dead person maybe. If it wasn't already painfully obvious he was NOT the one, it certainly was now. I pushed myself off of him gagging and wiping my mouth and he just acted SO insulted. That was when I told him that I thought he had a huge part to play in what had happened and that he wasn't fooling me. He tried to twist things to make ME feel like the bad guy and ran out of the room... when he left the room, I ran to the door to see where he went. He went into a room a couple of doors down and so I put all of my kids in the bathroom which had a big steel door and locked it instructing my oldest son not to let anyone in but me. (It could only be opened from the inside)... then I made my way to the room I saw that guy go into. Without knocking, I let myself into the room, all but the blonde man looked scared to death. I told them that it was not a good idea to be so close to my children and told them all that if they were smart, they would be trying to get as far away from them as possible. I was not playing around with them, and I meant to kill them, especially the tall blonde man for what he had done to my daughter. The three other guys were all freaking out, but the blonde guy and I locked eyes and so I walked up to him and stared him down... my head being right at about shoulder level to him. After a while he sort of grunted at me and walked out of the room with the other men following him.

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Happy Mother’s Day to all you mothers out there! There doesn’t appear to be any dreamer infatuation with the ‘mother’ archetype, and that has me worried.  Instead, “Traumatic” hits the top of the list. Not the type of holiday any of us want!



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Although I’m posting this late, I assure everyone that the dreambot was conducted very close to it’s normal time yesterday. The only reason I didn’t post it yesterday was because I started driving at 4:30AM to get to graduation on time (it was a very long drive with some very tired kiddos, which made for a very long day).  But all in all, it was a fulfilling and deeply satisfying experience. I graduated with an Education Specialist degree (EdS) and Master of Science, both in Clinical Mental Health Counseling. Thank you all for your continued support!

Maybe it's time for a new dream academy! "Temple dawn dream academy"


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Start of Dream. I am driving in W. TX and come upon what looks like a Market of tent looking structures. They look very nice like someone went to a lot of effort putting this together. Then I am in the market walking around and notice that I am in the food tent. There are people in booths cooking and selling different types of food. I move on to the next tent and there are booths selling alcoholic beverages. This is the tent with the most people in it which makes me laugh. Then I look around and see other tents with various goods for sale. It is a very happy place. I go back to the food area to order something to eat.

Then I see my ex's brother and his wife and we talk. They are concerned about a member of their family, a young woman. After talking for a while I said goodbye and went back to the tent area. I went into the alcohol area and sat down at one of the bars. I asked the bar tender if he could make me something without alcohol. This caught the attention of the person next to me. I told him I don't drink alcohol but liked the drink flavors. Then I started talking with other people in the bar but can't remember what we spoke about. End of dream

Afterthoughts: I woke with the need to pray for this young woman, whoever she may be. Love the happy market place.

Several strange segments to last night's dream. Some I will leave out for sake of significant brevity.

The night started, however, with an image that I'm hoping Dream Walker can help me with, as she is in the Sioux nation if I remember right. (sorry, I know no-one of the Crow Nation)

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I see a native man, his cheekbones and slender face make the think of a few native tribes, but I assume Apache (as I am in/near traditional Mescalero Apache country). Very distinguished features, maybe 45-50, looking pensively upward as he might be watching something in the sky or praying. He also, however, has a complete 'white-face' on too. I don't notice any reds, or yellows, only a white face.

A voice asks me 'If I understand?' and I said (in the dream), 'yes'.

As it has been probably 20-years since I have been invited to a pow-wow, I had to look up 'Apache white-face', and note that the lower half of the Apache white-face' is red ( a 'war' face). I happened to find the painting by Kirby Sattler called 'I Am Crow', and there is almost the face I saw, albeit in the painting, he had black bars upon his face also. Sattler improvised the painting, and doesn't fully understand what he painted, so that was no help.

I feel that there was an important issue to the white-face I saw - (normally white is spirit, ghost, or dreamtime; in native color representations, but not always).

I said 'yes' that I understood' in the dream, because I saw it and felt it to be a 'death' face, but in waking time, I am not sure now.

Any help?


P.S. - the rest of the dream involved me and an 'apparently large' group of hunters - distributed region-wide, hunting many things and killing them. It was terrible in most all-respects. We were hunting at night, killing rats, mice, rabbits (what few were left), squirrels - it was a total fear of rabies! We were losing a battle to contain rabies, and a perfect segue into our horror that the 'bigfoot' that no one believed in, had became infected now - and that those who didn't believe in it were about to find out how terrifying a modified rabies-infected bigfoot could be. We were trying to stop the rabies while it was in the lower foodchain before things went south. There were also other terrors in the night-woods, too.  (I really have no idea WHERE this dream came from, as I don't hunt anymore, I'm not a 'destroyer' for no purpose, I don't 'run with a pack' of others, and I hadn't given the topic of bigfoot a thought since the last time it hit the news, probably a couple of years ago.

Keep in mind, the peaceful, pensive, almost holy image of this older native man in white face, looking up to the sky in an almost 'portrait like' pose was the introduction to that.

Most of the dream is lost upon waking. There was a lesson in this but i can not remember the rest.

I am standing at the edge of a meadow, ankle high in a river, i am looking up the mountain at two rivers that come together to make one river. The two rivers flow is gentle, but when they come together into the one river, the flow becomes fast, and turbulent.

In Prayer this week, I was praying for the World as usual and the Holy Spirit gave me Isaiah 14 to read. I would love to hear anyone's opinion on why Isaiah 14 was given. Normally I can figure it out, but not this one. Isaiah is talking about something that happened way=back=when, so maybe I am being shown history repeating itself?

I had a dream of the eruption of mt st helens Mt Rainier will erupt within two months sending a mud flow into orting washington killing everyone in the town. It's an older dream but one I remember seeing in how quake swarms are back at mt st helens I thought I would put it up here.