Snowee RIP
Yesterday at San Jose, Ca.

My Handsome MainCoon Kitty, born in my closet 15 years ago. You were the main man in my life for the past 15 years, you always held a spot in the bed next to me, you had your own pillow and special blanket.

Born a little white ball of fluff, with massive paws, you were the gentle soul of the litter, and the biggest!

You played gently with all the kittens that came through the door for rescue re-homing.

You loved nothing better then a rub and a kitty treat. You huffed at me when you were upset, and meowed at me when you want my attention.

When you meowed I could hear you say Mom in the meow. 6 years ago we got bad news that you had Diabetes and that you would need injections of insulin for the rest of your little life.

I learned quickly how to test your blood sugars, and how to give you the insulin injections. After a while you would purr at me for the insulin because it made your thirst go away, and made you feel better.

You started off on 3 units of insulin in the morning, and over the years your body became insulin resistant until you were up to 10 units in the morning and 10 at night.

Last week I noticed a change in you. You laid there and wouldn't get up to use the litter box any more, you went to the bathroom on yourself, everyday for the past week I would come home from work to find you had used the bathroom on yourself and on my bed, even though you had steps to get up and down from the bed, you didn't use them.

You didn't want to eat any more, all you wanted was to be petted, even covered in your own feces and urine, you just wanted to be petted and held, so every night i would wash the sheets, bath you, dry you and love on you.

I took you to the vets on April 14th 2016, and you climbed into my lap on the floor, and just wanted to be held. You were heavy weighing in at 22.5 lbs of pure main coon.

I set up a bed for you on the table in the vets office, and after you got your IV put in, and the vet left the room, you let me love on you a bit more and you walked over to the bed and laid down. You let me kiss your head (Something you always pulled away from) even though you had no pain meds at this point, and you had an IV in your arm, you laid there and purred like a motor boat.

I held you, your little head cupped into my hand when they gave you the pain meds, and gently your head lowered onto my hand and rested there.

My fingers gently tucked under your head, I could feel your little heart beat in my hands. Your purring stopped, and the vet administered your medications into the IV and I slowly felt your heart slow down in my hand until it stopped.

The Vet checked your heart and confirmed that it was no longer beating.

I took great care of your body, and it is now on ice ready to go to the Taxidermy so I can have you always with me, to lay you across my lap, and pet you and love on you, like you always love for me to do when you were in that body breathing.

I will miss watching you stalk pray in the back yard garden, and I will miss cuddling with you, and the way that you would let me wrap my arms around you and fall asleep.

Your my baby boy, I never had a human son, so you truly were my baby boy!
My little buddy and I will always cherish the years I got to spend with you and time we had to bond and grow together.

I Love You Snowee, and yes I felt my grandfather when you passed, he blew open the back door to the vets office, even though it was suppose to be closed and locked and alarmed, but the alarm did not go off. I know Grampa took you to the other side, and I know you will be waiting for me, and I will see you on the other side. XOXO, Your Human Rub Machine, that also cleaned your litter box, and family in spirit. Mitakuye Oyasin

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Last night, I dreamt I was having a rather-trivial conversation with another programmer in his home-office (as many of us have), it was general 'day-to-day' chatter, and I started talking about his preferred operating system for Raspberry Pi's and coding related to hardware.

Suddenly, the conversation changed from 'daily flippant' to serious and he says matter-of-factly, 'well, you know since the NSA started mandating observation systems into the regular FELD BOX, they are making sure they are watching everyone just like in that movie about 'pre-emptive police actions'. If you have one of the newer boxes, they are watching and that's why they are changing systems to force more FELD BOXES into general population use.'

As I often have to do, I had to wake up (and strain to remember the dream) until I could get my eyes open, wash my face, and do a search on what 'a FELD BOX' was, though I felt I already knew somehow. I couldn't find the word in my preliminary searches, so I opened a translator page that auto-identifies a language and it indicated that it was GERMAN for 'field'. Instantly, I remembered we were talking about TV shows, and that he was referencing CABLE BOXES.  Then I remembered a small part of our conversation that I had already let slip away - that the reason they had set up the FELD BOXES to spy was that not enough people had 'smart TVs' that had built-in audio-video recording abilities (too many were still holding onto older hardware TVs), and that their way to get around this was to force Cable encoding via digital TV and then even on old TVs, the user would HAVE TO have the boxes on each TV in the house.

I promise I am not such a paranoid in conscious thought, but many of my dreams of late have to do with such 'conspiracy theories', and knowing you can PCB a microphone and camera on a circuit board for $10 is quite unnerving to know that this would easily be hidden in a $400 cable box for the tiny size and price involved.

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This was cool.

http://www.whitewolfpack.com/2014/12/10-...e-and.html

NO INTENT


AT 3:30 A.M. I DREAMED MY MOTHER AND I WERE WALKING DOWN A STREET IN THE UKRAINE (MY MOTHER'S PARENTS WERE FROM THE UKRAINE AND SPOKE VERY LITTLE ENGLISH). ON THE CORNER THERE WAS A RED BRICK BUILDING, SEVERAL STORIES HIGH, WHICH I TOLD MY MOTHER WAS THE BUILDING HER PARENTS LIVED IN. AS WE PASSED THEIR HOUSE, IN THE NEXT ADJOINING BUILDING, I COULD SEE ABOUT 5-6 NUNS ON THE SECOND FLOOR THROUGH A FOGGY WINDOW. I WAVED, THEY SMILED AND THEY WAVED BACK. ONE HELD UP A BOTTLE OF VODKA WITH A SHINY SILVER AND RED LABEL. HAVING BEEN A VODKA DRINKER MYSELF, I KNEW IT WAS NOT STOLLY BUT IT DID LOOK FAMILIAR.

NEXT I HEARD THE WORD MARICOPA (AS IN SHERIFF ARPAIO OF MARICOPA COUNTY).

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I know I should probably be doing several posts on these two topics, but I am not. So here we go.

I had the dream "War on US Soil" which is some where in the old Data Base... I am now wondering if this is the news to the dream:

http://www.cnn.com/2016/04/12/politics/n...index.html

War on US Soil                  27                                                2014-09-25
9/25/14 5:45am I am seeing aerial view from a satellite camera, that zooms in on the North East Coast line, Between Washington and New York I see War on US Soil. Boats & Soldiers are in black and white (world war II of the past) The black and white lets me know this is not actual boots on the ground but a hot debate and a divided nation on previous war decisions and current decisions, WWIII is now, but WWIIII will be on us soil. There was no emotion in this dream.

Yellow Stone Earth Quake
UPDATE: IT WAS DELIBERATE! Yellowstone Public Seismographs Taken OFF-line - Wait 'til you see why!
https://www.superstation95.com/index.php/world/1120

I watched this 4 part video and it brought some curious thoughts to my mind.
That this is out there influencing people. Would you get on board now?

"The Knowledge Of The Forever Time"

part 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HAGwJRQB5w

I wanted to share a rather interesting and perplexing dream I had last night.

In my dream I heard the Emergency Broadcast System sound an alarm for a catastrophic event that was taking place in Dayton Ohio. I remember hearing something about a large energy release that caused considerable damage and destruction.

I then was standing above the earth looking down on it and there was a woman with blonde hair and dressed in white standing to my left. She had some type of yellow object in her left hand that she threw down onto the earth. I saw the object hit and release its energy like when a rock is thrown into a pond.

I saw a timeline from beginning to end and I then heard the woman say, "It's too bad we can"t change the timeline in the middle"

After this I saw 3 horses running in the clouds at the end of the timeline and their colors in order where white, gray and black.

That was it and I can still see the entire dream clearly and vividly.

I just wanted to share this with everyone. BTW...I am Buddhist but I also know the Bible too so I know what this dream sort of looks like. It may not mean anything other than my subconscious having a heyday with my mind while I sleep!

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